Friday, December 10, 2010

- The journey continue -

All the while he's waiting me for the move
and glad, i did it. why not?!?
just follow your heart and do it =)
and now, our journey continue again...
can i said this is one of the obstacle we are facing??
thank God, we tried to overcome and things settled.
the 2nd chapter of our story gonna be like how?
seriously, i dont know but will always excited for it

There's so much changes in the beginning of the chapter
and i know, i need to coop with it
i need to get use to it all over again
but obviously during the process, there's something that hard to avoid
guess what??!!?
think too much lorr
it's the natural feelings that ones will have
it's really tough, hmmmm
work hard gal...

lift it up is easy, but put it down, it's harder than u think


Monday, December 06, 2010

- What I've learn -

I learn do not hold grudges
I learn to say sorry which the biggest weakness of me
I learn to share and express feelings
I learn to close one eye
I learn to watch The Big Bang Theory
I learn to love movies
I learn not to prejudice
I learn to play better in pool
I learn to play snooker
I learn not to make assumptions
I learn not to have expectations
I learn more on football
I learn to play with cool sometimes
I learn more on what is Christian
I learn to experienced ghost hunting
I learn how to drive to Pulau Tikus
I learn to play Uno spin
I learn to expose to nice songs
I learn to eat malays food
I learn to eat Penang best char koay kak
I learn to celebrate anniversary without expensive presents, or much money and yet very happy
I learn how to look on the bright side
I learn to read KennySia's blog
I learn what is floorball


Sunday, December 05, 2010

- Officially Single -

Yeap! I'm officially single now
the feeling is bad, or i can say is worst
the worst break up ever
this few days pictures, words and memory keep flashed back
trying hard to put that away
and i know all my friends will support me
people ask me 'how are you'
and i keep on answer 'i'm fine, i'm ok'
but how many times i really meant it?
there's no more anger, no more hatred in me
what just left is heartbroken, and sad
if i say im not sad, no one will believe also le
that's impossible cause im a human too
i know it shouldnt like this
but i just cant help myself
Now, everything is a past tense
and i need to get through this and move on
i need strength so much
and obviously i need time!
everything shall be fine =)
carmen owh carmen
you need to stay strong
dont make people around u worry

p/s: thank God my parents havent acknowledge it, how can i present this person to my parents...wise me
fuhhhh