[cLumSy] cOrNEr

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2011-12-02T14:06:00.002+08:00

Maybe you are right

i'm selfish at this situation

i know i can't give you anything you want

i hope you can move on

but when i know you are on the way to move on

my heart hurts

i feel the jealousy and unwillingly to see somebody gonna own you

i know it's time to put a full stop

but i feel very heavy to do so

really very heavy to do so

this is because im still missing you much

I'm Back!

2011-08-10T16:27:00.002+08:00

Wow!! so long never step in here jor...
so many to updates...but im gonna cut short..

let's see how short...hmmmmm

so far i'm so good and happy =)
LOL!

The latest update gonna be my internship =)

Internship in Intrenasionale, and event company

Is a fun company, enjoy my days here

and im happy to be here =)

That's it for now =)

- The journey continue -

2010-12-10T02:08:00.004+08:00

All the while he's waiting me for the move

and glad, i did it. why not?!?

just follow your heart and do it =)

and now, our journey continue again...

can i said this is one of the obstacle we are facing??

thank God, we tried to overcome and things settled.

the 2nd chapter of our story gonna be like how?

seriously, i dont know but will always excited for it

There's so much changes in the beginning of the chapter

and i know, i need to coop with it

i need to get use to it all over again

but obviously during the process, there's something that hard to avoid

guess what??!!?

think too much lorr

it's the natural feelings that ones will have

it's really tough, hmmmm

work hard gal...

lift it up is easy, but put it down, it's harder than u think

- What I've learn -

2010-12-06T17:55:00.006+08:00

I learn do not hold grudges

I learn to say sorry which the biggest weakness of me

I learn to share and express feelings

I learn to close one eye

I learn to watch The Big Bang Theory

I learn to love movies

I learn not to prejudice

I learn to play better in pool

I learn to play snooker

I learn not to make assumptions

I learn not to have expectations

I learn more on football

I learn to play with cool sometimes

I learn more on what is Christian

I learn to experienced ghost hunting

I learn how to drive to Pulau Tikus

I learn to play Uno spin

I learn to expose to nice songs

I learn to eat malays food

I learn to eat Penang best char koay kak

I learn to celebrate anniversary without expensive presents, or much money and yet very happy

I learn how to look on the bright side

I learn to read KennySia's blog

I learn what is floorball

- Officially Single -

2010-12-05T16:24:00.005+08:00

Yeap! I'm officially single now

the feeling is bad, or i can say is worst

the worst break up ever

this few days pictures, words and memory keep flashed back

trying hard to put that away

and i know all my friends will support me

people ask me 'how are you'

and i keep on answer 'i'm fine, i'm ok'

but how many times i really meant it?

there's no more anger, no more hatred in me

what just left is heartbroken, and sad

if i say im not sad, no one will believe also le

that's impossible cause im a human too

i know it shouldnt like this

but i just cant help myself

Now, everything is a past tense

and i need to get through this and move on

i need strength so much

and obviously i need time!

everything shall be fine =)

carmen owh carmen

you need to stay strong

dont make people around u worry

p/s: thank God my parents havent acknowledge it, how can i present this person to my parents...wise me

fuhhhh

DOUBLE VISION PARODY.wmv

2010-10-31T00:04:00.001+08:00

in this new short sem

we are giving a task as a part of our assignment

we had chose 'Double Vision' to re-create it

it's a very nice experience to make a parody =)

below it the video...funny XD

- 改变 -

2010-10-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

最近不懂我自己是怎么了

我好想要改变

能改的就该，想改的就该，不想改的就不用改

我有点闷了....对已爱情这个话题感到闷

很想回到以前单身的我

很想念那种想做什么就做的感觉

很想念那个坏坏又顽皮的我

也想回到那种被人追的感觉

但是把爱情丢一边的我

其实爱情没什么大不了*如果没感到寂寞啦*

真的很想回到自由的我

不知道为什么我会有这个想法

可能累了吧

但是我也不可以那么自私

对吧？顺其既然咯 =)

- I Got You -

2010-10-28T23:03:00.003+08:00

once again im into Leona Lewis after her Bleeding Love

and this time is I Got You

it's nice, it's meaningful and i heart it

- sem break -

2010-10-28T21:56:00.005+08:00

i'm back to my bloggie again..

gosh...so long didnt update

as usual after finals i had my 3 weeks sem break

3 weeks man!!! AWESOME

but time flies....

basically during the holidays i eat, sleep, shit, and the process go on...

then night added hangouts...

cool? not at all....damn boring but fun!! wheees *dunno what im saying*

spent a lot of times with lovely friends to catch up what i missed

and not forgetting the quality time with my lovable and adorable daddy and mummy *heart*

i like to be home, cause i can feel bunch of loves

everyone is like so sayang and pamper me

*look at those pics, that's how i past my holidays*

anyhow, the sem break have to end

it's so cruel...utar wont let u totally enjoy your holidays

during ur holidays, they want u to check your result!! screw utar!

luckily it's not that bad....still managed to get a satisfied result...=)

Finally, a new sem is starting soon and i need to get back to my 'nest' =(

sad, real damn sad....so reluctant to back kampar....

i packed my stuff at the very last minutes....seriously....

and it's time to say bye to BM...

2010-09-10T18:57:00.002+08:00

*happy* ^^

- another 'hate u' day -

2010-09-07T16:51:00.002+08:00

good!!

bravo!!!!

getting more days to hate u

keep going keep going!

counting d days now

ahhhhhhhhh

25th sept fast fast come!!!

- pointless -

2010-09-06T22:14:00.004+08:00

what is this?

u thought u come back dinner with me

after dinner ask me play pool

then can d?

u thought u doing ur duty is it?

i said no because i got no mood

all spoilt by u

i know after that u going out again

so why wanna spend me some time then leave me alone again?

i rather dont want!!!

hate u!!

i know if u saw this u will say

got so many to say can tell u

no need to write in blog

i like la!!!

lazy to talk to u

and feel pointless talking to u!!!!

- i wont stop, i wont care -

2010-09-06T17:35:00.004+08:00

what im really thinking now is i wish my exam finish fast

and i can back to my hometown tomorrow now...

how eagerly i want it to happen

at least back hometown i can laugh mine and u still can laugh urs

u do your own things, and i do mine

but now im trapped with all this i dont like!!!

at least at hometown :-

when u are having fun with ur friends, i can meet my friends

when u are sleeping, i have tv to watch

when u are not beside me, i can chat with my parents

when u hangout, i'm also out with my friends

Kampar time :-

when u are having fun with ur friends, i do facebook

when u are sleeping, i awake

when u are awake, i sleeping

when u are not beside me, my mind blank!! *thinking what to do*

what else i can do? never know that my life in Kampar is so bored!

Just ask urself, when have u really chat with me, talk with me, or laugh with me???

ur chat, ur talk, and ur laugh all i can see is when u are with ur friends

i know i can join, but sometimes i choose not to

i want you to accompany me, not you watch ur movie till u fall asleep

i do my things till ur fall asleep

ask u to accompany me, u ask me back, 'what you want to do?'

i know u got nothing to do with me...didnt know u are so bored with me

recently, u slept in the morning

u sleep, i wake up, until u wake up, it's time for ur futsal

after ur futsal, it's time to dinner with friends

after dinner, u sleep again

when u wake up, yamcha with friends or whatever

if got activity till morning again..when u back, im sleeping

and so on...

Last night was thinking

i really shouldnt stop u, so i wont stop u anymore

i stop u, u wont be happy, sleeping, and watch movie

so no difference if you are beside me or not

i really shouldnt...my bad again

it's also my joy when seeing u having ur joy with ur friends

but it's my sadness when i know i cant see this when u with me

just go ahead with what u like, i wont care too

just like the smoking issue, go ahead, i wont ask, i wont care

i dont want become a disturbance for your joy

because i hate it

i'm upset

no one knows

- Fun time in hometown -

2010-08-30T17:11:00.005+08:00

So fast my own holidays had reached an end!
My own holidays was awesomeeee!
I met alot peoples this time i back *happy*
I attended a casual reunion and i met all my secondary friends
Wow...big changes everyone...and ofcourse become more pretty

We gather at Gurney, and end up we had our dinner together at Manhattan Fishmarket after dinner we went Faces to chat....*happy* all the ladies!!!

Plan to give my mum to use my phone then i temporary use Kenny's old phone
but my dad dont allow me to do so cause she said my mum will always flood her phone
no point she use a good phone LOL
pity my mum...
her first phone drop somewhere then hilang jor
then this 2nd phone she keep putting in her pocket then go wash...LOL

Then daddy mummy bring me go to see our new house hehheee..
quite nice but havent start renovation..
dunno when only i can move there
everyone keep tease me that after i move there,
then i need to move again liao u know why? cause will married then move again lorr...=.="""
but i like my new house design...hehehee...
sooo looking forward to it wheeees =)

owh and another thing is my dad is so cute
he bought 100plus, he tell my mum that he know i'm coming back that's why he buy
cause he know i want to drink 100plus *so sweet*
but hor...he buy d he put somewhere in kitchen without inform me
how i know there is 100plus leh? i think he wanna drink himself le!! LOL
cute daddy

And now i'm lack of shoe!!!
i need to shop for shoesssss just bought one nice sandals, and now i need a cover shoe and heelsssss

That's all
tomorrow going back to kampar and have to study d
cause finals coming
carmen, dont lazy!! LOL

- Coming to an END -

2010-08-05T16:38:00.003+08:00

owh Lord~~~
i'm so tired and so busy
of what???!!?
assignments larrr, presentations larrrrr, photoshop larrrrr
after all this, final pulak $%^&*()$#!
anyhow, i'm glad that my assignments are coming to an end
yeah~~now week 10 and i left 1,2,3 and 4!!
4 more to go
that day was counting and i was shocked that i had 11 assignments this sem!
HELL..is 11 which i need to hand up when the due date is here...
and now, im craving so much so much for a break!
therefore, im going back this end of month for about one week! wheeeesss
cant wait for that...
seems like so many things to do when im back there...haaaas
just wait for me, i will be home soon =)

- Oil price increase so do the oil in my body -

2010-07-16T22:30:00.003+08:00

i'm officially getting fatter and fatter
eat eat sleep sleep class class
owh where is the 'exercise' part i need to slot in?
hmmm...almost 9 months i never do any exercise!!
that's serious!!
today i jog with weiwen
the weather is so nice so cooling
but i'm too noob for that
short distance of jog, i grasping for airdamn tired~~~~
i need to jog more often to avoid this happen
fat people are difficult to exercisei always agree that!!! LOLfuyoooh~~so fat so tired so sweaty!!

end up~~~HUH!!!!overweight!!

- FIFA final!!!! -

2010-07-14T21:31:00.003+08:00

that night is so full
we thought of going out one and half hour earlier will got place
who knows, it turned out to be the other way round
it's full!!! everywhere!!!!
oh gosh...here no place there no place
is a good idea to bring our own chair
but we didnt..hahaa look!! sakira also full

this is wo hin, there's another screen in front which is maha maju

see..they sealed up the lane jsut for the final!!! so happening~~

end up, we watch at a place which i dunno how to say, in front of toy boy hair saloon
that uncle is kind enough to let us watch, but have to buy chicken from him..LOL

That night was Netherland vs Spain
i'm neutral but dont wish Spain to win
but Netherland play so rough and no sportmenship at all
so i support Spain!!! wooohooooo
Spain scored at AET..by Iniesta!!
everyone cheered as if the whole Kampar going to collapse...hahaa
Spain lift the cup!!!
i'm happy also le
cause my dear said Germany should be happy cause defeated by champion
but my saying is, Spain should thank Germany for giving them the chance to lift the cup!!
hahhaa...die die wanna pull my Germany in XD
i just enjoy doing so LOL

- heart this langkawi trip -

2010-07-08T18:36:00.003+08:00

this trip is awesome
dont believe??
then take a look at those pics =)

i hope for more more trips with them
awaiting for Bali =)

- a MUST to re-stock -

2010-06-30T20:33:00.003+08:00

alright!!
what i wanna say is
i cant stop using this EMPRO triangular brow pencil
it is so nice to use especially the golden brown color
i remember when it is still new in the market
i was the early customer that take risk at it LOL
and it doesnt disappointed me!!!
now the price is expensive =.=''''' ard RM 38.++
so to those who wanna buy me pressie and
having headache what to buy...
i advise u to buy me this...i will definitely heart it
cause i will never stop using this unless i get to find other better than this
but not for the moment
and u help me to save $$$ *hehee
u can try it too!!

- heart stolen by the berry -

2010-06-30T19:26:00.003+08:00

Blackberry
i'm so heart with it now
but now not the time to get one =(
but i hope sooner
erhhmmm
really nice and i really like it so much

- it drops after u left -

2010-06-24T19:42:00.003+08:00

you promised me much earlier for the steamboat dinner
i reminded u last night, and also just now when u suggested to go
yes i very sad and disappointed i cant go again with u guys
just because i promised to have a bdae dinner with alicia
a dinner nie mar...yes i know, the problem is i promised her
i know u will say i ask u to go mar
if i din do so then what u and me going to do for the whole afternoon while waiting the current???!!?
plus i can see disappointment on ur face if u din go
lun also keep persuading, so i just ask u to go with lun
if i still grab u by my side, ur heart wont be here also
so what's the point i keep u by my side??!!?
i cried badly after u left, then i fall asleep
i dont know why
i just feel the pain
it was hot, it was pain the whole noon
tot after cleaning, then happily stay in the house
end up me alone...good!!
so i still feel im right altho i treat u so harsh just now tru the phone
I DONT CARE!!!

- WORST CUP!! -

2010-06-19T15:47:00.002+08:00

guys, please dont bet so much for the world cup which is also known as worst cup
all the strong team will either lose or draw with the noob team
in this case, do u still think u can bet?
if u are wise enough maybe u can win but risky
so, u are always a winner when u never place any bet
last night Germany vs Serbia
Klose get red card..wth!!!
i'm so sad but anyhow, i'm still Germany supporter, Klose fans!!!
ahhahahaha..so please bear with it.
no more betting guys
and all the best

- 有意思 -

2010-06-18T01:36:00.002+08:00

我知道有些话你不方便明显的写出来
但我知道你所写的都是我
你讲了你觉得很有意思的话
“开心” 跟 “悲伤” 是好邻居
每当你“开心”的时候，请不要笑太大声因为你会吵醒隔壁的“悲伤”
我听了我觉得很lame而且还笑了
你却说我奇怪
我觉得你说了最有意思的话就是
“你觉得‘相心你' 很深吗
我还回答‘当然啊，那么深我哪里看得懂’
那你觉得它有多深...我就‘想你’有多深
‘相心你’是‘想你’的意思
而那个‘你’就是指我
很好！！还我抓不到你在讲什么
当时我呆了一下因为吓到了
是很动听，不过对我来说是一句话而已
一句很有意思的话

- Bak Chang Day -

2010-06-17T02:01:00.002+08:00

Happy Bak Chang Day!!!
awww...miss eating the dumpling
miss bak chang and also miss ki chang LOL
dont know why suddenly so craving for bak chang
home sick le weiii
but i just got back here last week
LOL

- new look feel fresh -

2010-06-15T11:28:00.002+08:00

tadaa~~~
i had changed my blog layout
to a more colorful one cause i found out my life is always so colorful~~~
LOL...just kidding lar...feel bored with the previous one so changed
and i like it =)

- WORLD CUP!! -

2010-06-15T00:47:00.002+08:00

yea is world cup season
Germany go go go!!!
hehehee...still the same Germany cause my Klose still there LOL
but he's old d now...nvm will always support him ><>
i always wanted to color one side of my face with the Germany flag color
but they said if i do like this ppl will only say me sohai =.="""
so sad...but i really want to mar...LOL
with that only have the WORLD CUP feel mar...hehee
anyways, wish not alot ppl will get into trouble for this season
betting trouble, bookie trouble, relationship trouble ( cause bf no time for gf ) etc
all the best bah
GERMANY glory!!
KLOSE glory!!

- yea i WANT IT -

2010-05-28T12:23:00.002+08:00

So, result released
thank GOD i pass all and also pass 2.0
but the gpa drop alot
expected
but i dont know why people still say me din try my best
didnt work hard for it
what they know about it?
compare their result with mine??with a different course? WTH!!
"if you dont want, nobody force you to get this result"
wth, say till like all this is what i want
if i want it i wont so worry when i dunno how to do the paper
if this is what i want i no need to worry the paper i dunno how to answer
if this is what i want i no need so kancheong when the result is released
each sem is tougher than each sem
this i know, that's why my gpa dropping each sem
but i did work hard for it
i know maybe not enough
but this is not what i want!!
"u think to set up a microprocessor is easier than to hold a press conference?"
wow...comparing urs and mine huh?
so as what u said sooooo easy, than i should have score 4.0 every sem
so now proven i'm stupid!!!!
happy? dont want to talk about it!!!
i want next sem to be better
i swear!!! u wait and see

- IT'S KILIING ME!!!! -

2010-05-25T13:43:00.002+08:00

ERGHHHHhhhHH
damn painful
it's hurt!!!!
last night it managed to make cant sleep
cause of the PAIN
i'm so geram thus, i get up and put SALT on it
i rub it with salt too
the feeling of pain...i dont know how to express it
i nearly faint =(
after that, good. my tongue is hurt, the more i cant sleep
erggghhhhhh
this morning, it grew BIGGER!
ulcer... please go away from me
GOD bless me

- No Idea -

2010-05-20T01:09:00.003+08:00

why everything must be like that?
i seriously no idea why it turned out like that
suddenly feel nothing much we can do when we are together
but i can feel u can do a lot of things with your bunch of friends
if you ask me why why why
i just can answer dunno dunno dunno
i dunno where is the click between us
i know i easily get out of mood
i seriously dunno the answer
sometimes i really think is better we dont meet each other
i rather express the miss through msn, sms, or maybe voice
i seriously no idea

- doubt -

2010-05-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry i doubt bout it
i really dont wish to but it happened so
i will try my best not to think overboard
not to feel insecure
will trust u for what u say
xoxo

- 原来是误会 -

2010-05-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

跟你谈了那么就，终于知道原来你根本没讨厌过我
从那次你对我说过那么重的话，我就开始怀疑你应该很讨厌我当初伤了你
而且，听了你的解释后有点惊讶
你是因为怕我知道你有多高兴看到我
你是因为矛盾所以才会这样
你是因为怕遇到了，过后会很想才会这样
很抱歉，我没为你想过这些
我也没顾虑到你的感受
是我不好
我还以为你没事了，因为每次见到你，你都很好
原来，你说你是装的
我说时间可以冲淡一切，但你说时间可以证明一切
你所说的证明是证明你有多喜欢我
证明我在你心目中有地位，有多重要
三年了，你还是没变
我还说我在你记忆里就只有那么的一点
你回答，那如果你在我记忆里就只有那么的一点，
那我的记忆就只有一点
为什么当初你不争取呢？
我曾经在想我们之间是不是错过了什么，
不过我看你没什么那我也就只好算了
没想到到现在你还是一样
真的很抱歉，我只能说的是遗憾吧
我现在和他过得很好
过得很开心
而且还一起经历过不少了
我们现在在学者珍惜对方
对你真的很抱歉

- 人生的一段路 -

2010-05-14T00:32:00.002+08:00

好啦！终于放假了....高兴到..........LOL
今天终于回BM了....
虽然回去的那段路只有两个小时的车程，但它一点都不容易走
突然下了很大的雨，要开得非常慢，非常的专心，非常的小心
突然雨又停了下来，我就开得比较快，比较顺利，比较轻松
突然雨又下了，下的‘啪啪啪’声，又要驾的很慢
等到雨停的时候，又轮到罗里挡路，又要慢下来
这一切一直在重复让我觉得今天的路程就像我们的人生
人生的一段路不会永远是顺利的, 你也不会永远都是个赢家
终会有很多风风雨雨来考验你，你也会经过很多很多的挑战
有时候会在想那些挑战是上帝特地安排的吗？
又会在想怎么我面对的风雨比别人还要多？
这也是上帝安排的吗？
是在训练我吗？
不过还好，每次都让我过关 =]
如果是上帝特的安排我的风雨该比别人多，那我就应该要比别人更坚强
我要做打不死的蟑螂！！哈哈！蟑螂，说到就觉得恶
我相信如果是上帝特地要考验你，他应该会有不一样的路让你以后走得更轻松
但是千万不要做那些伤害身边朋友的事，要对得起你自己
人生里应该要很清楚谁是重要的，谁是废的
珍惜身边的人，因为他们是独一无二的
不管你身边的人是好是坏，都要感谢他们曾经在你人生里留下了脚步
因为有了他们，你人生才会那么的精彩
所以要活得更精彩让曾经对你不善的人觉得你是行的！！！
加油咯！！！

- MESSED!!! -

2010-05-14T00:07:00.003+08:00

it's totally messed
how can it turned to be like this??
from small matter to big matter
i felt so hurt in this case
i also feel like tearing, but i stop it
i shouldnt crying in this case cause it's not my fault
but i'm the victim wor...ish
if only i know from the beginning there's an misunderstanding
i should have avoid it
i should have talk it out
but i'm always a dump one, how to sense it?
i thought it's still ok, but when there's more to come,
i know i cant control myself
it's hurting my ears, my heart and my image
since it's settle, then i hope it really settle
no more from it
put it as a past, i can take it as nothing happen
i dont wish to ruin everything up cause of this
mature people should settle it maturely
p/s : i will defend myself from everything about me which is not true if i found out
better check who am i before u wanna step on my head
*God blessed*

back

2010-05-10T14:14:00.002+08:00

i want to back hometown

dont feel like facing all the *****

miss my parents so much

my body sore cause of finals

hate this

- Easily get me 'dump' -

2010-04-24T17:09:00.003+08:00

sometimes when i say u never put me in your heart is true
how u want me to believe you?ishhh
i did said later we watch 'How to train your dragon' after we cook lunch
you said ok..plus, i post comment on Lun's facebook..i bet you saw right??
see that? i said i will use pps later...and we want to watch how to train your dragon..
alright...after lunch, i saw he watching other movie at downstairs with Lun and Jason
i look at him..he said ...' ku wak zai', i have to say ok right??!!you already watching it d..
then i mah watch the movie myself lor..
WTH, we said d mar...after 20mins he get up
'owh, i thought u said watch tonight??'
wow...which action of mine make u think i will watch tonight??
seriously, this sentense doesnt convince me to believe what you said
i really angry ok..after we said want to watch together, then on the other hand,u can just watch other movie with with friends
who am i to you???so sad and angry
but after we talk bout it..you apologized then ok
fine...accepted
please dont treat me like this anymore
i really dont feel good at all
thanks

- Home Sweet Home -

2010-04-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

AHHHhhhhhhh
so nice....=]
i'm back i'm back!!!!
it's been months i cant get to back and rest my ass on my lovely bed
chinese new year till now leh
feel so warm
*happy*
wanna do alot of things...wanna spend my time more with my parents
and eat what i craving so much!!
heheeeehe
Bukit Mertajam
wa su ka lu~~~ XD

-Dim Sum-

2010-04-15T23:49:00.005+08:00

This few days always eat dim sum in the morning because that time everyone still haven't sleep
LOL
we went to GongHin for dim sum
the family of 148
go loooooo

this is what we order
hehe =]

still i preferred the char siew pao more...
is nice *saliva dripping*

2010-04-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

McDonald breakfast!!
not bad...4 something in the morning
after Barcelona vs Arsenal match...hehe
with my dear and Dev

- More Than You Think -

2010-04-10T04:40:00.004+08:00

I know i'm not a perfect one
i know i do have weaknesses
very thanks for the hold one
so far we always overcome challenges, fight and more
and so far we discovered alot of things
discovered how our characters bring us, discovered each other likes and dislikes
discovered the things that i do always is not the things that u want it to be
and all this will only make me love you even more
i know sometimes i make u feel tired...so do i
u always give me make decision, and yet i decided not to call off
cause i know, i cant make it...yes, i got thought of it, just once...
that once make me feel i really dont wanna give up
that's why i always tears when u talk bout it
and i always tried to make this out
but the more i tried, the more i feel i'm causing the problems
do you know that everytime the fights is because i wanna kacau u at first
but it ended up with a real fight..
that's why sometimes i very angry about myself...
do you know u can kek me easily and i just feel bo kam buan and cant do anything?
do you know why i like to hurt you with my words?
because i know this is the way that can kek u back...and i will feel better XD
you know why i like to be sarcasm towards u?
because this is also only way that i try to kek you, but it ended up kek myself
so stupid right.......i know i'm evil...i'm sorry
i always said i hate you, but i dont mean it...i mean this is how much u make me love you
till i hate you
hubby, this is the way i show my love...i know isnt sweet but i dont know how to express it
but i will try my best for you...
i really very tired lerr...tired to ignored you, tired to angry you
and of course, tired to hate u
u wanna know what i hate bout u right?
here it goes....i think more than ten things i hate bout you...

i hate the way you show your love to me
i hate u always makes me laugh but hard for me to make u laugh
i hate when u play guitar and sing for me and sometimes i need it for my sleep
i hate the look that u force me to talk
and i hate the way u stare
i hate u always have alot of bullshits when i ignored u
i hate u are the one that sit my back
i hate the way we play and laugh
i hate you always makes me cry
i also hate u always read my mind when sometimes it really wrong
i hate u make me miss you when we last meet is just a minute past
i hate u make me cant sleep when u're not next to me
i also hate that when i ask u not to go futsal and u did
and lastly, i most hate the way i dont hate you even at close,
not even little bit and not even at all

Just want you to remember that i will always love you
and i'll be by yourside no matter what
I love you deary~~~

- A boring Sunday -

2010-03-22T00:46:00.004+08:00

Today is Sunday and i can't find anything fun to do
wanna go al- ikhsan, but noting over there
thinking to play pool...nah no mood
then what to do leh~~~~~~
suddenly dear say go long kai with his bike
go old town eat kuih muih worr
klorr...since it's quite windy outside, i nodded
buy kuih d then thought of playing 4D *ngek ngek ngek*ended up i buy 4D, Magnum, and TOTO.. lol

spend RM6 there just for number 1447 =]then back time drizzling d..hehee..

stop by to buy ice- cream summore =]
when we reached 148, it rains!!!! lucky one
wait wait wait and wait
8 something we checked on the result..
aiyaaaaaa, owhhhhhhh, isshshhh
all kind of screaming is out
look at urself then u'll know =]
u see that???!!! sad lor..
i call and ask my mum...my mum said if buy illegal can win RM130
but too bad i buy legally so dont have lor
something with the AC or ABC thingy lar...
really kek si ki
but nvm lar
better than Kenny dear one also tak kena...LOL XD

- Dinner at De Garden -

2010-03-20T23:51:00.003+08:00

What a wonderful place
De Garden
a place suit for us to chill =]
We found out this place when we planned to have dinner at Pappa Rich =]

Pappa Rich!!!

all under waiting list...so many people

at last we got our table 19 =]

the bar is so busy...

since nothing special on the menu, 3 of us order nasi lemak
LOL...but it seems like alot people ordering also...hahaa

WuiLun's side order

Fuhhh....full and our bill is RM59.++

after that we walk around that building, and we discover this...
Liquid Specialist =]
the surrounding is so nice and happening
and make 3 of us wants to have a drink there, but sad no nice place =[

There's alot of draught beers...hoegarden .... stella artois.....etc etc...

There's live band too...Wuilun seems in love with the band especially that gal
hohooo
since no place then we decided to back home...sad
but we planned to go next time =] heheee
De Garden~~~ thumbs up =]

- CRM Midterm - DONE!!

2010-03-20T23:33:00.003+08:00

Saturday
900am - 1000am
CRM midterm
at EDK3

sad right?Saturday still have to go campus for midterm paper but still ok lar, one hour nie..=] now feel bit release cause my CRM gao dim jor presentation, assignment and also midterm DONE!!!! *happy*

- One Day Before Assignment Due Date-

2010-03-19T15:27:00.004+08:00

Before everything start....

the guys planned to do this .....

having dinner at Onn Kee beansprout chicken at Ipoh

after dinner the guys planned to have a drink at coffee bean

showing off his money

konon... donating his money to the breast cancer something
can see how much he donate?
it's ok...let's zoom...

it's RM50.00...but only POSE saja

after have a drink, they guys wanna watch this movie at 1045pm...luckily still got ticket =]
not that bad lar this movie...quite nice and funny at times
after movie, all heading back to Kampar...that time is 1am jor
after reached home, the guys only start to discuss about assignment which they need to hand in the next day before 5pm

look...this is when they are rushing
Dev with the KOSE on his face - to remove his scar konon larrrrr

and this also rushing it, and Wui Lun busy with the poll questions
end up, Dev and Lun didnt sleep whole night and went breakfast
good right??!!! should keep this up.....XD

- Busy Week Goes on..-

2010-03-15T03:20:00.002+08:00

ASSIGNMENTSSSSSS

RESEARCH RESEARCH RESEARCH

TYPE TYPE TYPE

Results : back bone pain, ass pain, eyes pain, neck pain =[
Due to : sit too long on chair and face my laptop screen too long

Thursday hand up CRM Proposal
Friday hand up Comm Tech Assignment
Saturday got CRM midterm
then have to the the things i hate the most which is READ JOURNAL!!!
is for the following weeks presentation =[
mahpompiak@#$%^&*((*&^%$#$^&*
fuhhh...just to release it out here =]

- CNY -

2010-02-21T19:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
GONG HEI FATT CHOI
GIONG HEE HUAT CHAI
LOL
the first day of CNY falls on 14Feb
this date is so special because it is the first day of CNY and also valentines day
this CNY can say quite happening =]
tipsy on the first day, then drunk on the 2nd day, third day gathering steamboat at my house, chor 4 meet Kenny and friends, chor 5 meet alicia,suren and kenny's friends for dinner at TAO then go kek lok si
kek lok si is so damn nice man.....=]
but tiring lar...need to walk so far..heeeehe
then chor 6 my aunty house steamboat again =]
then chor 7 back kampar =[
overall is so happy
and tomorrow me and kenny will be celebrating our own valentines day =]
happy happy

- So Called POST LAJU -

2010-02-11T03:24:00.004+08:00

Malaysia's so called POST LAJU really "laju"

HELLOO....it's POST LAJU

and yet i received it after 4 working days

really sweat =.=""""

Quinn wanted to post me the eumora

she said used POST LAJU, so i can get it tomorrow

if normal post, afraid too long and i might not receive it.....

i wait and wait and wait

keep checking my mail box day by day

she post on Thurs, so by right i shall receive it on Fri

let's say really have any inconvenience, i also should receive it on Mon or Tues

helllooo, from KL to Kampar nie mar....that far meh???

until today, i checked my mail box and i saw a piece of yellow card from post office

and i need to go post office to collect myself lagi... WTH!!

the yellow card that i received and my waiting number

this is the banner i captured in the post office

after i saw this i lagi PHEKKK

"DIJAMIN SAMPAI ESOK"

"SEND TODAY, RECEIVE TOMORROW"

bullshit larrrr, penipu besar

should change their slogan to

"DIJAMIN SAMPAI MINGGU DEPAN",

"SEND TODAY, RECEIVE NEXT WEEK"

this is what Squinn post to me

small pack thingy also took so long

what a shame lar Malaysia Post Office

POST LAJU konon....LAJU-nya

really noob and suck!!!!

F***

2010-02-09T02:33:00.001+08:00

HATE. ANGER. PISSED. ENOUGH.

- Missing for an hour -

2010-02-08T15:42:00.002+08:00

Last night i went to Wenhuey's house and chat with her

without informing Kenny and Dev

without taking my purse, phones, key and car

they thought i went missing

missing for more than an hour

they start to searched for me around the taman

they planned to lodge report ad

they come home, i'm back standing outside the house

cause i got no key to go in, they lock the door

i thought they went and watch football without me =[

my car is missing and Kenny bike is not there

sorry bahh for making u guys worried

i really didnt know this will happened

no more next time k

anyways, Chelsea won the game last night..

it's a nice game Chelsea vs Arsenal

2-0 =] lallalalalaaaaaaa

- Emo -

2010-02-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

Slept so late last night

after fight then sleep

hate it!!!!

really dunno what to say

then nightmare pula....

u know what...dream that we break

and my parent objection our relationship

this is what i get after all?

ya..i admited

one word i can pissed easily

and that's me

dont like then dont force to like

erghh...dont know what i'm saying

bad mood day

tired tired tired!!!!!!!

PEKKK!

- One Day Fun In KL -

2010-02-07T03:09:00.005+08:00

Today is so tired..should said EXHAUSTED!!!

Me, Kenny, and Kuan reached KTM at 930am....

we nearly miss the train...but thank God =]

after 2 and a half hour of journey, we reached KL Sentral

from KL Sentral we took rapid bus to OneU

such a far far journey

during the way to journey, we did some assignment LOL

just taking photos of billboards around =]

there's an old indian man get in the rapid...

Kenny - *thinking in his mind* what the fuck...so smelly... LOL

look at his eyes...and expression

Look!! this is the rapid bus driver. he stop down in the middle of the road, where he suppose to move *look at the traffic light, is green to turn* he went down and buy his lunch.... the cars behind honk and honk...*thumbs up*

this fella...boring till fall asleep

At last, we reached OneU....

we are so damn hungry, but still need to wait for Dev to meet us for lunch

wait and wait and wait ...here goes Dev!! LOL

he brought us to Carl's Jr. for lunch...

there we met Dev's bro and two of his friends from Sandakan

hmm...yummm yummmmm...i order swiss bacon chicken burger...

it's nice...*finger licking*

Dev lied to Kenny that the fries there can refill LOL

Kenny believed that....hahaa...

only drinks is refillable larrr doink...

it's a big portion...i cant even finish it

Kenny have to finished it for me *wink*

nowadays he always finished up my food for me, wonder how fat he will grow LOL

the fries is nice...originally potato...can taste the potato =]

after lunch we start our shopping !! heheee

nothing much i bought just 1 shirs and sleeping pants from FOS, then a T from Padini =]

then Kenny bought 3 shirts * nice one* and a khakis

Kuan bought the most...alot of shirts

then we go Pavilion for a tea *decided by Dev's bro*

we took cab there with Dev

see...i get to captured nippon paint solareflect. yeahhh =]

for my assignment, and this billboard is near bandar damansara

at least i'm not only go for shopping k, i did my assignment also..XD

after that we reached Pavilion, walk and walk again...

my legs start to hurt d =[

i can't shop long....haizz....noob shopper bahh..

anyhow, i still managed to bought a black singlet from Giordano =]

yesterday i heard a funny sentence when we went to Swiss Watch Gallery *i think this is the one* to met Dev's bro, they are looking at a phone which cost RM55k...=.=""" sweat...dont know what so special bout the phone till it cost so high, anyway, they didnt buy it..they just wanna lansi the promoter there...when they are looking at the phone, Dev ask,

Dev : "so, are we still going for yamcha? "

Dev's bro : "can you dont use the word yamcha here?"

Dev : "Are we still going for a drink?"

hahaaa....i was shocked by what Dev's bro said...haizzz...rich people mar...talk also must be classs and standard. Dev said he also a bit pissed d..LOL

ended up, we went DOME for yamcha...*bluek...poor people must speak yamcha*

after that Kenny wanna go Low Yat to buy his RAM, anyway, he didnt manage to get one...Ian get a pendrive, i get a mouse..=]

then we go for dinner at Pappa Rich

my dear dear act cool with Kuan's cap

and thiss...really so embarrassing...Kuan the one lorrr...ter-pour the kicap sauce...haizzz

Ian and Kenny...they just like to act weird =]

me and my dear =]

the food there not bad larr...quite nice..

i ordered chicken rice with bean sprout, then lychee soda...not bad

the drink very refreshing ...wheeeeee

after eat, it's time to say bye bye lorrr

Dev and his friend plus Ian are going to club EUPHORIA

we wanted to join but really cant...next time bah

we need to rush for our train back to Kampar at 11.30pm

So, we took monorail...in the monorail, we met some uncivilized human

really f*** up ehh....haizz...dont mention bout them...

we reached Sentral at 11.00pm...so we took a rest and enjoy some drink using Malaysia's technology...hahahhaaaa...not bad..plus is cheap!!

after all the journey, we reached Kampar at 2am...

so damn tired....

that's all about the trip

having fun and very enjoy =]

- Curly hair = spoilt hair -

2010-01-31T16:08:00.003+08:00

Damn sad now =[

Yesterday evening raining cats and dogs

since nothing to do, me and Kenny went to saloon to ask bout my hair

alright...after ask then everything is ok, i decided to curl my hair

then Kenny dye his hair....

so he wont wait me that long...

the result out is not what i expected =[

but i'll still take it...

Kenny's hair is nice on him

think of changing new hairstyle cause i'm bored with my straight hair jor

today i look at my hair is just like a mess

OH GOSHHH!!!

i quickly go and buy some treatment and gel

hopefully my hair still can cure cause the other saloon said my hair spoilt jor

so hurtful the words...by right i just curl yesterday lehhh =[

cannot give up this curl hair...

try to fix it, fix it and fix it

haizzz...no longer a nice one d =[

this pic i captured last night, now it looks like 'pong pong d'

speechless now...really sad ler this time =[

hair is so important cause we need to meet human around

with this hair....dont feel like going out d

but i know is so impossible..........

- Irritating Nose -

2010-01-27T01:40:00.002+08:00

My nose is so irritating!!!

and it's getting painful d cause always rub it with tissue

PITY!!!! =[

Cant sleep well at night and early morning is so uncomfortable

OhGOSHHH...

the phlegm tak habis habis

isshhhh...

dont wanna sick anymore ler...=[

- Before I Go To Bed -

2010-01-23T02:04:00.003+08:00

Tonight quite boring and quiet

so i started my assignment research

quite surprising i know =]

after that went yamcha with Kenny dear

waited damn long for my maggie goreng.

really sweat =.=lll

reached home then wash up myself

using

to wash my face

Quinn said it is made of facial mud,

which means i use mud to wash my face everyday..LOL

after that i use

as my toner and moisturizer

wahhh...so refreshing =]

after wash up listening to Owl City - Vanilla Twilight

Weiwen ask old songs from me

and i start to wonder where is all my old songs??

i used to have alot eh..but i jsut able to sent her a few..

isshhh...i think because i formated my lappy before that...

so sad =[

and now i'm sleepy *yawnnnnn*

going bed d

good night lor =]

sweet dreams to me and my dear

love ya muacksss

- Keep Thinking -

2010-01-21T18:44:00.002+08:00

I always wanna to have a dog as my pet

cause i do love dog so much *the innocent dog*

so, i've planned to buy a golden retriever

keep thinking and finding for golden retriever for weeks d

ask here and ask there...

asking where got breeder for golden

until today, i found a pet shop in Kampar town

which i can get a golden retriever puppy there

so happy...cause the shop is so so not bad =] heheee

i can do my vaccination and yearly check up there too

but, the golden sell there is so pricy

with cert 1.5k and without cert is 1.1k...hmmm

then dog food somemore, shampoo leh... =[

all this have to wait for my loan

i really really really want a golden retriever~~~

i know there's alot of responsibility towards a dog

i also very long never have a dog as pet d

in this case, i know Kenny dear will help me, right? =]

i will figure out and plan for my new golden retriever puppy =]

really hope to have one

GOD bless me *finger cross*

- Blood Donation -

2010-01-20T15:37:00.004+08:00

Today i went to donate blood again

it seems like it is the culture of UTAR

which will held a blood donation campaign every new intake

and same to me, will take part every time the campaign held *will try my best*

everyone knows donate blood is a good thing

so, if i afford to do it, i will =]

but this time got a tad bit different

something happened!!!

just now while playing with Kenny and keep pushing him away,

suddenly.....

Kenny : *look at my hand* OH MY GOD!!

me : *turned and look at my hand* HUHHHH??!!!!

blood is all over my hand...Kenny quickly ran and took tissue + plaster

haizz...my bolster also get blood d lerrr...then faster wash it away =[

LOL...Kenny got a big shocked...actually me also larrr...shocked me as well

sure la...suddenly so much blood flow out and all over my hand....hmm

i think should be the pressure of the hand push the blood out from the needle hole

already over donated d, somemore wanna waste my blood.. =[ wuwuwuuwuuu

anyway, everything is fine now...hehee =]

*happy* hmmmm...do good things today sure happy lerrr... =p

alot of people busy donating

bookmark and pin as souvenirs =]

- First day of PRY2S1 -

2010-01-18T18:59:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of my class in 2010

new year have new resolution

same to new sem got new resolution

this year is a tough year ahead

alot things to do, alot things to be done,

alot discussion, and assignments to be settle

so this year especially this sem cannot be lazy

must keep on study...

carmen oowh carmen..

dont be lazy ya.....

we must all work hard together...

gambateh neh~~~

Today first class at IDK7

this is the media planning lecturer class..

really f***ing shit

so damn cold the class...freezing weiii

after class, outside is so damn hot!!!

can siao with the weather

can i have some normal weather ar??

isshhh...anyway, from now on,

work hard, work smart, and whatever larr...

LOL

- Genting Trip -

2010-01-16T18:57:00.006+08:00

at chocolate wonderland =]

1st day

we reached genting around 2pm plus, then checked in

luckily we got room =]

after wash up everything, then we went to have a walk around

decided to go snow world..since majority wanna go, so i also go lorrr...

~~people went in before d mar~~ LOL

really cold k...not acting...hehee

after that went dinner, then casino...

alwyn and sylvia not playing....so they went for their own walk

end up, i lose rm40, kenny won rm60,deeban lose rm60...hehee =]

i know i cant play so i play small small nia...

after that left two of us back to our room after we da pao mcD

2nd day

wake up at 11am then wash up, damn cold ler...shivering...

after breakfast we went outdoor theme park

after so long, and i play outdoor again =]

can say i sit most of the ride

and wow...kenny sit it too...thanks dear..i know is because of me then u try your best to overcome your fear...i appreciated..

played till very hungry then we went for tea...

after that back to room and prepare for dinner

we went for steamboat...

so cold, steamboat is just nice =]

after that i not feeling so well

so i back to room first with kenny

so sick lerr.....flu and then sneeze non stop

then everyone rest early

3rd day

wake up at 10am, ready for checked out lorrr

bath then packed

buy bus ticket and all of us back different time

deeban back at 1145am, me and kenny back at 1pm, alwyn them back at 2pm

heheee....the day is so tiring...

the bus is so uncomfortable, plus got one stupid aunty keep on talk on the phone

call and call non stop...just right behind me...walaooo...noisy nia

end up, i vomited when we reached titiwangsa LRT....issshhhhh

really tired...we reached kampar around 7pm....=]

conclusion, this trip is fun and happy

- Penang Food -

2010-01-12T19:58:00.003+08:00

*SLURRRrrrppppp*

holiday back hometown eat so many food lehh

fat fat jorrr

curry mee, hokkien mee, wan tan mee, laksa, char koay teow

WOWW....

so nicee...delicious betul...

look at this laksa can liao...

*saliva dripping*

Now back to kampar d, have to eat kampar food lerrr =[

hmmm.....kampar owh kampar..

where got nice food leh???

- Mission Completed -

2010-01-12T19:38:00.006+08:00

woohooo!!!

mission completed

the surprise party for my mummy works

luckily my aunty pakat with me...thanks ya..hehee

915pm nia my aunty keep rushing me...asked why not yet reach home...

then i reached home around 935pm

then they were all in the back room playing mahjong...

so nice..which means i came in and put down the KFC, light up the cake...

she also wont know....the moment i light up the cake i was so shaky...

heheee...u know lar...kin cheong marr...*shy*

after light up the candel, i off the carron...

*blackout*

then when my mum open the door to check the carron

the cake is infront of her...

she shocked and was so happy...=]

my lovely mummy make wish

happy family..missing out my bro....*my hair look like siao po,cause too rush*

my mummy's ji mui and cousins

all happy eating..hehee...the happiest is my mummy =]

mmy, every year your birthday i also dunno what to do

but i hope every year of your birthday

i will try my best to make it special

for you

so that u will happy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

- Happy Birthday Mummy -

2010-01-07T18:46:00.003+08:00

Today is my lovely mummy's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY love you always.. since tonight not working canceled due to private party in SS tonight so i will be back to my home sweet home to give my mum surprise =] i will be buying a cake and KFC...asking my aunty to come over....heheeee hope i make it...yeah.... CURRENTLY... chilling at StarBuck near Gurney with dear...=] waiting time to pass and kenny discussing genting thingy with his buddy alw =] so boring.....

me also boring....camwhore =]

- Carmen's Birthdae -

2010-01-07T18:24:00.004+08:00

I'm so sick!!!
on Tuesday night i got a fever...
cant have my birthday countdown also
sad ler 2010...hmmmm
ate medicine medicine and medicine...
cancel all the plans with dear =[
anyway, i got a lot of birthday wishes when the clock strike 12 =]
manatau, someone overslept and late to wish me...
WTH....nevermin nevermind....YOU WATCH OUT!!! you know who u are...hng!! =D
the next day i'm cure and i went to Island to celebrate with Kenny
i got my present- PATRICK and also he have to sing for me....lalallalaaaaaa..
beofre that we went to dinner in Little Cottage - nice environment restaurant =]

heheee...loving it..muackssss i like the view behind....so sad =[ i want lerrr

fresh mushroom soup...really delicious...mata terbeliak when u drink it...hehee

i order this chicken ham spaghetti...is nice...wheeee =]

kenny order creamy fettucine - i dont like it...cause it taste so milky...

p/s - thanks dear...i thought my day will be suck cause i'm sick, but u bring it up back to me...i feel so shine on my birthday =]

After that we went to Mois to meet YT and Dino them...so enjoy...really having fun of it...hehehe.
By the way, thanks for all the wishes from all my beloved friends...
really thanks...

- Chill Out -

2010-01-07T18:15:00.004+08:00

Meeting my new friends on Monday which is Watever aka Y.T and also Dino
then they bring Pey and Celest =] all so nice..wheeeee
they went to eat Bak Kut Teh then we hang out at Autocity
we went to Tao for a drink - Guinness =]
and then to Sushi King for dinner then
to Bed for a drink again before we back...=]
anyway, was fun hang out with them....
they are so damn friendly....

New Year Eve =]

2010-01-07T18:02:00.004+08:00

New Year Eve

This year new year countdown i will be working...
Kenny also working...so we 'ciak ka ki'
LOL...alright...this year countdown will be in Slippery Senoritas which is my working place
hmm..i forgot how i countdown last year d...
anyone can recall me?? =]
anyway, SS is so happening...packed and crowded as well
cant even walk...GOSHHHH!!
full of human being, plus my leg is hurt for standing such a long hours
neways, it's a best night thou.....

countdown with my new colleague and supervisor =] me and chloefour of us plus supervisor =]

all the balloons fall when the clock strike 12

- Celebrations -

2010-01-07T17:25:00.005+08:00

CHRISTMAS !!
There's always alot of celebrations end of the year....
and this year is so special for me =]
i always love xmas....
and this year xmas makes me even love it more *wink*
xmas eve i had a dinner at SQuinn's house...
i helped her in the cooking and of course, i'm invited....hehehee
roasted lemon turkey, spaghetti, and also prawn salad..
ROLFFFFff..so nice...but really damn full that night...
i even PPK JiaRhou..sorry ya sexy for not attending your BBQ
cause i had a spontaneous idea where to go..hehee...
after the dinner i went to Flying Club with Squinn and Sszien..
to give my dear a surprise!!! and..it works....LOL..

so happy....i hope he appreciated. =]my xmas gift from flowery dear...love it..hehehee

me and kenny

me and SQuinn

- The Day Before BBQ -

2009-12-18T03:05:00.003+08:00

Busy buying foods and ingredients in Tesco

me and Kenny is just like an assistants to WuiLun which is know as a big chef LOL

cerewet mia chef...this NO..that CANNOT....that TOO CHEAP!!!

end up we spent hours in Tesco and 35mins in Minat =.=""""

Me : what is it?

WuiLun : salt

Me : no..what is it???

WuiLun : salt!!

Me : no!!what is this?

WuiLun : * geram * SALTT!!!

Me : *take up the small bottle and read* ' table salt' =.="""

LOL...cant blame me bah...it looks like ajinomoto...that's why i asked so many times

even Navin also thought is ajinomoto k...XD

look!! saw the green chili padi? i need a few nie..so cant timbang then just 'kom' in my bag

p/s : Kenny's idea =] but it's true also heheee

Big chef choosing his pineapple

Big chef argue with assistant about which pineapple to take...the can one or the fruit one...LOL

and after having a small discussion, WuiLun decided to change the meat ball to chicken wing!!

hehee...which i guess everyone is looking for in a BBQ right?!

but WuiLun keep on saying, the chicken wing will spoil his BBQ...=.=''''''

betul betul tak boleh tahan...LOL

funny

- Freaking Exhausted -

2009-12-18T02:16:00.002+08:00

EXHAUSTED!!!

waohhh...really tired after the bbq party

cut, slice, wash, cook, marinate, clean up.....errgghhhhhhhhh

battery dying soon d

*tett* *tett* *tetttttttttttt*

no chair somemore =[

my leg is like ter-step lemon

u know what it means??

"chai dao ling mong"

stupid!

it means "suan" lor...

tired arrghhhh!!!

Flowery dear keep on eating

he ate alot and alot

btw, happy for mojo also

she got her own party after we throw her the bones

LOL

alright, wanna rest d =]

having fun tonight and very enjoy =]

- Spontaneous Mini BBQ -

2009-12-14T14:38:00.003+08:00

Alright!!

we gonna have our mini BBQ

Wuilun get so excited over it

and he buy buy buy

end up he said he spent us...ROLFFFFF

so last night our dinner is free

lalallalalaaa

And WuiLun is the one incharge of the food

Kenny dear and Jason is setting up the fire

and there's fire!!

The lan si face of WuiLun preparing the stew

so nice huh...and the potatoes =]

this is WuiLun's most satisfied dish...xiu yuk in pepper

Btw, the xiu yuk make me chew until my jaw hurt

is really hurt...macam my jaw wanna break d =.=''''

till now still pain..=[ sad

the bbq end with a question by WuiLun

Wuilun : so...from 1 to 10, how is it?

Kenny : errrr *thinking wanna say 5 but..* 7

WuiLun : yesss

Carmen : 8 lerr

WuiLun : really? *happy*

Kenny and Carmen : LOLLL

He seems so syok sendiri ...funny guy...hehee

Anyway, all of us enjoy the mini bbq *wink*

- [KAMPAR] the weather -

2009-12-14T14:27:00.003+08:00

It's HOT!!!

really really f*** - ing hot

what we wish to do during this weather is eat ice ice ice

ice kacang , ice shaving or whatever with ice

yesterday already so hot d, lagi no carron

asshole TNB

hot + hot = fire

so the best thing to do is hide in Tesco *hehee*

while lepak - ing in Tesco, WuiLun came out with the idea BBQ

so we have a mini BBQ at night...^^

p/s - someone spank kenny's ass...WTTuT @#$%^&*^% LOL

- Refreshing With Ice Shaving -

2009-12-11T22:56:00.004+08:00

It is a good plan to eat something cold at this f***- ing hot weather

and the place to complete our mission is Ice Shark =]

We entered the shop and guess what...

a big big dog is serving us..=]

is labrador retriever!!!

also known as a lansi dog XD

never want to layan us when we throw the toy...iisshhh

watermelon ice shaving

honeydew ice shaving =] me and Dev order the same ehh

WuiLun with his ice kacang

my dear kenny with his watermelon ice shaving

muka Dev

ever best lovely couple --> request by kenny =]

this is the labrador retriever!!! feel like wanna hug it nia..

i think this is the dog that can attract me to step into this shop for second times or more

hehee *wink*

- Chess -

2009-12-09T19:00:00.003+08:00

Last night went to dinner with Kenny

then we play chess over there

'otelo', 'ottero' =.="""

whatever...is black and white chess LOL

and he won the game just because i make one step mistake..heehe

we got addicted to it then we went to have one *wink*

Bought it for Rm3.90 =]

start playing lorrrr...me black ehh...kenny dear white eh.. XD

and this time i won the game...hehee =]

and now we got new entertainment already

nice chess...long time never play d =]

hohohoo

- Present Tense -

2009-12-07T18:23:00.002+08:00

Story flashed back to year 2008

My decision is not fully support by my friends

but they also wish me luck and ask me always bare in mind that

" i hope u know what u're doing "

"please dont play fire, cause it will burn urself"

gals, i know u all worry bout me

and ofcourse obviously i know what i'm doing

as i promised XinYing that i wont let it drag me so long

at last, i've settle everything

i know that kind of relationship not belongs to me =]

Now, this is my new story

which is a present tense and continuous story

i seems like found someone better =]

we cant predict what will happen to us in the future

we also dont know how many episode can our story goes

but at least we appreciate every single things that happened and the time we spent together

i'm glad and happy that u willing to pour your love to me

and i would like to say i love you tooo

i wish our months story can turn into many many years story

always your loved one

sunny =]

- Great Time #2 -

2009-12-04T21:39:00.006+08:00

TADAAA.....

just now i said bout the surprise is XnYing came back lorrr

she message me when i'm on the way to the

wedding dinner...

what a happy news , 'ah moi, u got

back hometown,

me now on the way back liao'

so nice, so happy...if not i have to wait till CNY only can see her d...

missing her so much...

so she dated me the next day lo

we go watch 2012

nice movie *thumbs up*

she said is fated i have to watch this movie with her wor...since i cant get to watch in ipoh, she pula cant get to watch in KL..lal

allalalalaa..but i wish to watch another time...really nice...=]

one big hole by Xinying

original very nice eh..

pattern si pek banyak

- Great time -

2009-12-04T21:22:00.005+08:00

This time back hometown so funmeet all the people i wish to meet..hehee

actually the main purpose i back hometown is to attend JiaRh

ou's bro - ahboy - Lai Kak Seng's wedding eh...manatau, suddenly got a surprise

for me wor..=]

back to the wedding..hehee

same lor, lao thia meh me also got attend

Sexy lady - JiaRhou drink alot leh...we drink Carlsberg Gold and a

lso Martell...

All face red red d...but happy

next day,after attending the wedding dinner, they go S

S for second round leh..

including the bride and bridegroom...keng lehh.LOL

Jiarhou : lenglui, go SS liao

me : =.=''''

Jiarhou : hehee..dont sweat

me : LOL...now ar?

Jiarhou : ofcourse

bo sweat si keh...=.='''' i also reached home and changed d then only tell me wana go clubbing

end up, they fetch me go lor...having fun there...=]

i guess everyone also enjoy and happy for ahboy

ba...=]

i reached home around 2...quite early lerr..

everyone drink quite alot..

tell you one secret..~~sexy lady vomit lorr~~...shhhhhh

LOL..she read this i die...

more photos to be upload...

- Insomnia -

2009-11-28T04:43:00.002+08:00

This few days always cannot sleep at night

INSOMNIA!!!!

very suffered, cause 5 or 6am i'm still awake

like now, tml i got 8am class weiii and i'm not on my bed yet

actually i did just now, but keep on roll and roll

and ended up here

impossible i cant sleep, las night slept around 3smth,wake up at 1pm

din sleep in the noon also

just now take a nap from 1am to 2am only marr...

flowery fever and sorethroat, taking care of him, feed him medicine and water

and he recovered d, no more hot....u better take care of urself when i'm not around

God blessed

and back to my problem --- insomnia

i think i must cure this when i back hometown

Oh Gosh...seriously i need to do so

and hope i can

cause of cannot sleep, then metabolism of the body still functioning causing me so hungry now

ergghhhhh....HELP!!

- hmmm -

2009-11-27T17:56:00.002+08:00

That day daddy came to find me

nah...i never ppk this time k

we went to island red cafe cause he need to online for his company stuff

and then he also said hungry so he order abalone fried rice..not bad leh..XD

then at night went to pasar malam with flowery...cempedak goreng...*saliva dripping*

we watch marley and me during our dinner

nice movie, i shed my tears when marley wanna die and a pig is beside me =.="""

I'll be back on Sunday

caused wanna attend ahboy's wedding

then, can meet my sexy friend d...LOL

plus, so long never back d

miss my parents also

i think mummy gonna be headache when i back

heheee....mummy daddy, wo hui lai le.....LOL

- Durian!!!! -

2009-11-20T04:56:00.003+08:00

Eating durian for two days...LOL

until i also felt 'jelak' d...so 'hek'

we bought the durian at pasar malam

Rm5 for one longgok.hahaa

just now eat with 148 residents....heheee

so long never eat d,now pula feel 'hek'

- Shocking News -

2009-11-20T04:26:00.003+08:00

In my life,i seriously never met a person like this before

a person that everyone wish to whack,smack and slap kao kao

making up alot of fake stories and all words from his mouth is a lie

summore can created 2 or 3 facebook acc of hot chics to keep commenting on his own facebook

what is this?he got split personality disorder is it??!!!

letting and showing other people that he can hook up with chinese hot chics

and how much the chics 'siao' him...OMFG!! ~~he seriously need a mirror for himself~~

he got alot of stories which other people heard d and felt similar like a bollywood or hollywood movie,his life is such a dramatic one.....sometimes feel sad for him also

lies lies lies

liar need to tell another lie to cover the previous lie

end up, the lie will never end but getting more and more serious

having private jet, nanny gave him 1 million to spent in a day, having 60 of ex-es, ex die in his arm cause of cancer, cause of lorry bang,then 'fall for you -secondhand serenade' is his sad song cause is ex's favourite

cannot listen to this song,will emo la,headache lar ( proof is not true,he still can laugh when this song played)

isn't his life is so imaginary and dramatic???

WAOOOOoooooo

sometimes u can laugh when listen to it....LOL

the worst part is, telling people that he fucked this gal before, bantai that gal before, sleep with her before, and keep on spreading the news that he fucked this and that...

this is too much and when you know one of the victim is your friend,u lagi hot

what he want??please wake up from his imaginary world....

you are getting more and more serious.....

haizzzz......betul betul speechless

now, everyone is so in to his news....

wanted to know what is the updates

including me weiii...LOL

not planning to bocorkan cause wanna know how far he can make his story

this kind of people, God sure got another path for him...

just wait baaaaaaa

P/S - girls gossip everyday when there's a chance but guys dont, but when guys start to gossip, it will never stop and what i can react is just stunt and OMG....never see such kepo guy before....LOL...so guys is very potential in gossiping tooooo.i had seen it..*thumbs up*