- [DONE] hOpE sO-

Hmm...My lappy got bit problem...in the noon the connection very smooth..but when it comes to night...the connection can make me siao....Aikwei said maybe is my antivirus problem...ok...today i download AVG antivirus...and some part of my lappy fix....so,let's see tonight how's the connection...lol...i hope will be alright...
pray hard for it....lol..*winK*

-yEa- hApPY NeH-

Today i feel so happy...hehhe...wanna know why?hmm...first,today i need to go Gurney for an interview at Maxis company...ok..u know right?i'm a direction idiot...even is Gurney..(i know a lot people know how to go)..i also got problem ad...BUT..hahha..BUT today i drive to Gurney by myself and i reached there WITHOUT any mistake leh...HOORAY!! lol ....improved le...hehhe...so happy..
conversation between Carmen and Racheal...

Haha..ask u to come with me tak mau.syiok.eh,tell u,i gao lo.i reached gurney by myself leh.no wrong direction.

Haha...u so funny..


p.s. u wont understand a direction idiot's feeling when they can reached somewhere they want by their own...hahahhaa

And back to my interview...everything is ok..they are hiring me...just, now they need my confirmation...i need to discuss with my parents...they want me to training one week in Island Gurney..then they got hostel for me to stay to make me convenient.After training,they will transfer me to Carrefour for few days till the new JUSCO/ AEON open...then only i transfer to where i suppose to belong..anyway,i'm quite happy they offered me...tonight will discuss with my daddy mummy...let's see how..*wink*
After interview i go walk around alone before i went back...so i stop by a stall selling earing..weird..i wont buy necklace,wont buy bracelet,and also wont buy anklet like other gals...but i will buy earing..hahha...quite cheap actually..3 pairs for RM10...summore bling bling de...lol..see...That's all..hehe...just feel bit sad when back time..caused i go the wrong way.=(...nevermind.next time will be better...hahhaa..So overall today i'm quite happy geh...hehee...*wink*

-D.E.L.E.T.E.D.-

Previously, i feel so lazy to delete Uncle Joe's messages..u know..alot k..and honestly and frankly speaking...this time i really feel lazy..and not what u guys think that am unwillingly to delete..
Last night,before i slept i took out my phone and click 'messaging'....from the latest to the older message...i delete it one by one...now,every thing is deleted!! no matter sweet,hurt,cute,argue or creativity message,i do delete everything..it took me bout 20mins to make it...actually i should delete it earlier...and now,not too late right???hehee...
Just now i opened my photo folder...then my mind was thinking...'NOW IS THE TIME...'..so i cut all his photo and categorized it into 'FRIENDS' category...and i cut my own pic and paste it into *of course my own folder laa...*lol...hehee
Today,Uncle Joe send me an email...title,'wedding test'...hehhee....actually i dont care what bcc and cc.hehe...cause i dont know bout that...hahaa...i was thinking why he suddenly send this forward mail to me alone?lol...is it he wanna hints me that he wanna married soon?lol...if yes,congrates ya..hahha...Aikwei,i dont really bother la..blekk...hehehe..not like what u say ok....and one more thing is 'chat logs'...our chat logs...havent delete....i'll delete when i clean my 'chat logs folder'...i just dont want purposely do it...dunno..just feel no need to do so in rush since i no more take it as a thing le...so just face it more natural...lol..
okla..wanna bed le...good night...muackss

-cHOcOLatE GraNiTA-pEaCH tEa- PaNiNi-

Now in Segafredo....AGAINn....hehee...tonight not having chocolate granita but peach tea...doing nothing there...accompany Racheal...and discuss bout our photo shooting thingy...WILD? SEXY? EXCLUSIVE? COOL? CUTE?..LOL...which one will be our theme?hmm...wild i cant...hehehe...sexy even worst...not for cool too...and cute????lol...not my style man!!!hehee....anyway,still up to Racheal to decide...i know nothing....hehehe..just obey.
I didnt take my dinner yet so i ordered panini...cute name....and i downloading HEROES 2...damn slow....erghhh...haha....my peach tea and PATRICK...hmm...wanna see how's chocolate granita look like???here goes..how is it?yummy...see how the chocolate melt??hehee...
wanna see my panini?heheetook by Racheal....see...so wu liao right two of us...
Just Racheal show me hand language...it's fun....add on now i watching that Mooncake Resonance..in that movie there's a girl cant talk and using hand language to communicate...if got chance i wanna learn too....hehee..
now already 1127pm...wanna back in 15 mins after i finish my blog...hehee..and this week no more chocolate granita le...Nathan working morning shift....lol..
hmm..okla...see ya...*wink*

-cUte PANDA- dON't mIss It-

Feel boring??

Wanna have a laugh??
Watch this....

I never stop laughing every time i watch it

It's cute..

enjoy

How is it???hehee..

muackss

*wink*

-FarEwEll fOR EJ-WEIRD sWimmiNg tiMe-

Today we have a farewell for EuJoon..he will leave Malaysia on Monday heading to Bandung,Indonesia le......Hueisan,kokkian,Eujoon and me meet at Krico...we go eat ramen...errmmm...that restaurant call.....ohya...i kept the receipt ma...ishh..hm..ok..the restaurant called Restaurant Hand Noodles.this restaurant really bad service...when i get in,no menu for me...when i order food and drink...only food are served...we have to ask..and Hueisan waited for her 'guailenggou' for more than an hour...this is what i wrote before we left.....moreover the food not really nice...i guess should be no more next time for me....lol...
Later on i go swimming with my aunty 5...we swam from 6pm till 8pm leh...my God...and something weird happened in the pool...u know what...there's a guy frightened me twice...listen..is twice!!!first time suddenly appear beside me in the mid pool..=.=""" second time is suddenly take a deep breathe from underwater between me and my aunt..wahlao..ki siao..and then he started to look at me...i think he thought very funny...then suddenly ask me,'what's ur name?'...'why?'....'just wanna be friend lo'...(smile fakely),'hmm...hie'.....'hie,am Christ (if i didnt listen wrongly laa)'.....then since people say his name d...so..i just reply,'carmen'...then finished...WEIRD!!!.HAHHA.dont ask me how he look like...he wearing his cap and goggle...=.=""nowadays still got this kind of fella.....
After my swimming i went to meet Eujoon them again for dinner...we go 'taipaitong'...at the Sungai Rambai de....hehee...i bought little mooncake leh...my aunty and mummy feel so WEIRD..and they were saying now is Lunar July...which is Hungry Ghost month leh...eat what mooncake?lol....but i feel wanna eat then saw mah buy lo..nothing wrong right?heheee....moreover the taste not bad leh...hehee...
So tonight i stay at home..Yit asked me to out.but feel lazy...wanna stay at home...maybe will go tomorrow...wanna try my luck to meet someone...lol...cause Racheal always get to meet and i dont have...HNGG!!...hehee..*wink*

-LaTTe??-cHoCoLatE GraNiTa-lol...

LOL...this is those words we used to ask someone to Segafredo.hehee..my second home..Racheal and me will use 'CHOCOLATE GRANITA'?,while Yit and Nelson will use 'LATTE'....lol...cute..btw,u know who i met tonight in Sega?he's actually Ally's friend..and can consider one of my 'schoolmate'...ergghhhh...someone that super yongsuei and lohheng...i dont care..i just dont like..blekk...when am away,he somemore told Ally that i very 'chuen' to him...AHEMM...excuse me...sure we dont talk much to someone that we feel stranger right?WEIRD..lol..Racheal had the same thought as mine..heheee...*FIVE*...
Okok...back to ours...Actually Ally and Yit are couple..but hor..they doesnt look like it...u do yours,and i do mine...then one quest suddenly cross over me...
Q:couple that doesnt look like a couple , and couple that look lovely but not official...Which one do you prefer??hehee...must choose one and reason...thx.=)
Later on,Racheal and me went to KFC to buy burger,nugget,wedges...lol..see how Racheal eat her burger..She will kill me off if she see this....hehee...and one more...her LC face...hehee..

and this is me...carmen eating chicken nugget in Segafredo which is the cctv is on the top of my right...lol...took by Racheal..Nelson is the one who came late...so he cant eat what we bought..he must go buy himself...lol...then we got more nuggets to eat...yea...heeeehe..this fella memang teruk..u know why??he stole the whole bottle of sauce chili Thai from KFC...see..hehee..

our whole table full of KFC...lol...
After finished our KFC,i gonna go home....that time ald 12am le...Btw,Racheal bring me a good news..she want to introduce me to her friends who work as a photographer who need model for his photoshot..it's free!!just dressing and make up by own..so i feel is ok..i shall take part to join Racheal and Wennie ...lol..i just hope and wish to keep the best photo of myself during the young ages...cause when i get old...i still have those photo to show my children or my grandchildren...hahhaa...cant wait for it..lol...thanks Racheal...muackksss...hugs..

-beTTeR aFteR sWeAT-wow!!

Just now i go played badminton with Darren and his friends...at last i make it le...so happy..everytime there surely engage when i promised to join him...but tonight already make it le...so long didnt play le...lousy man!!but not bad..lol..sweats alot..hmm...fell more relax after it...after play i just go back home...i reached home at 1115pm..hehee..after 12am is the lunar July month le...which we called Hungry Ghost Month/festival...
So...if can or for your own safety,please dont go out too often at night...hehee..or go back home before 12midnight..hahaa...i think i will back and reached home at 1130pm...hehee..driving alone le..although brave enough but also quite scary de..lol.
By the way,Ally is back le...lol...the 'swing' gal...gonna meet her tomorrow night..hehe..
okla..wanna pig le...so late le...night loo...miss ya and muackssss...*wink*

-I.LOVE.KUNGFUUUU.-

Last night i went to Segafredo to meet Racheal...damn hungry...i ordered a cup of peach tea and belognise...my favourite one!!!hehehe..Nathan put extra sauce for my belognise..yummy...haa...before i go Sega,Racheal reminds me to bring exension..ok i took it out from my daddy's room.but i didnt put it in my handbag..cant find it there..hehee..so i go borrow from WeoiChyet..OldTown mah...near near nie..hehee.thanks ya...u see..this is the benefits and advantages we got lot of friends...this also depends on how u treat them,then how they treat u in return..hahha...In Sega i can get discount..or either free.hahaa..Thanks to Racheal and her boyfriend,Nathan.
Later on,Yit came over...then he said he just get KUNG FU PANDA from his friend..hmm....I WANT!!hehee...previously i wanted to watch so much..and someone promised to watch it with me..however,result show it never happen..and not going to happen..i'm so excited and eager to take it from him...try to send by BT but his lappy dont have,then use email,but cant attach,then finally....we use skype..yea!!!so happy...i watch it after i reached home...
So cute ler that panda...which known as Po in that movie...damn cute...hehheee...when he yelled,'I LOVE KUNGFUUUUUUUU'....lol...and when he use to carry his big tummy....chubi neh....feel like wanna bite...lol...
cute right?lol....

-ExPecTeD bUt Not ReaDy- THANKS AIKWEI-

My parent fetch me to Kampar to settle my study procedure....and i will only start study on Jan 2009...this is the final decision...so for the time now i will be working....still waiting for Darren's confirmation to meet him at KL...hmmm...waiting.....
On the way back to BM,i received a message from J**..the message possess 8 sentences...which is all the 8 sentences i feel so pain...so stupiak him...when i read half way,my eyes starts to blur screen....what to do...am human with heart which run by blood...not machine which run by petrol....haa...tears flow secretly behind the seat...(sound so pity)..hahha..actually i expected this will happen one day,but am just not ready for yesterday..haa..nevermind la..am the one who say 'NO' first..so i should be ready to face it...
However,i need to thanks Aikwei a.k.a. coconut for accompany me in the midnight...i cried in front of him...now i feel the pain...thanks for your shoulder and the most important is your tummy..lol...after all i feel much better le....really better...i feel am totally released...and this Aikwei ya..people so sad crying d,he somemore said what look sexy when crying..where got people will look sexy de...look ugly i know la...i know he tried to make me laugh..anyway,thanks.*wink*..and not forgetting your blanket..lol..am warm with that...and sorry for disturbing your pigging time.if not mistaken when u drop me home already 230am right?..lol.*paiseh*..blekk...dont worry,i will be alright...i said totally alright...=)

LEARN FROM YESTERDAY, LIVE FOR TODAY, HOPE FOR TOMORROW

-pOor St.Anne NigHt-

Quinn back for St.Anne's day...yea...so long didnt see her le...she said wanna find me to go St.Anne...so she reached my house at 1215am with her banana bike...lol...she bring her helmet but dont wanna wear it..then me dont wanna bring at all...haa...guess what happened next?lol...we were blocked by the policeman!!! aikss...pity..then we get a piece of 'saman'...stupiak de...this is because we too innocent le...the policeman called and we stop.ha..we shouldnt stop ma...other's also like this straight go nie..but what to do...we are 'pemandu berhemat' mah...hehhee..then am the one who make the payment...nevermind la..pity Quinn nia...actually supposed to be half de..haa..evil.lalaallaa.saw whose name there?lol...hahha..pity
Ater that we walked and hike to the top with candles to make wish...when u make a wish,you have to let go or sacrifice something so that your wish come true...now only i knew...no wonder my wish never come true before...hehhee..then we walked to Tenang Garden to meet Szien...then we have a chat there...thanks gal for a long chat...miss it..we always had funny memory de...lol...the 'P' for your bikes la...hahaa..
I reached home almost 3am ald...miss the moment we had together..
Cant wait for your long holiday...hahha...take care gal..

-tHe LaSt NigHt-

Tonight is the last night we accompany our uncle....morning we will be sending him off to Berapit...then from tomorrow start we must used to my uncle's disappearance....my aunt getting better le...of course le...she received a good news which is someone 'dream' of my uncle in heaven with Buddha..something like this la..lol....
After tomorrow my aunt have to carry all the responsibilities..now,she's a mummy and she's also a daddy to her son..but,her son no longer a small kids le..so,should be know how to take care my aunt le...hope so.
Hmm...all my cousins sleep in my house...especially my bro's room...lol..i dont know how they sleep..what kind of postur also got...lol..actuallly they should overnight at my aunt housebut dont know why turn to my house pula...i know...nice to sleep..got aircond merr...lol..is ok..hehee..
I also wanna sleep le..have to wake up damn early...am the camera gal again...=(


p.s.:no fun being a camera gal cause my face wont appear in that video.=(

-sTrONg aNd tOuGh eNOugH-

Another sunny day....
Today my aunty look better le...she's tough enough...i fetch her here and there to settle up her things...we go to the Berapit Cemetry to choose a Feng Shui place for her beloved husband...then go EON Bank..inside the car my aunty look very tired..i feel so heartache seeing her like this...
My aunty told me,she and my uncle very lovely de...always go out together...now,left her alone...then her tears starts to wet her eyes...then i told my aunty to be strong...u still have us...i know what my aunty hope for....she wish that her naughty son will change...just now my aunty knee down infront of her husband...complaint bout this naughty son...i stand beside my aunty and scolded my cousin..i feel so 'xin tong' to see my aunty like this..i really hope and wish my cousin will awake and change his attitude...no one can help u if u continue like this except yourself..
GOD BLESS!!
Other than this...nothing special things happen le...i hope my aunty will be stronger than before ..we will company u throughout the pathway..dont worry..u're not alone...

-WHATT???-Rest In Peace-

Today is a sunny and moody day.....my daddy call from the outside..so i went to opened the gate..i was wondering,where's my daddy's car?how come he dont have key?..but didnt ask much...suddenly my daddy asked me,'u know d?'...'know what?'.....'your uncle commited suicide this morning'.....'WHATTT???...how could it be???'....i quickly ran to bathroom and take a bath,then walked to my aunty house which is not far from mine.it tooks only 30 seconds...when i reached...i was..'OH MY GODDDD'...he hang himself up to ceiling...i couldnt believe what i saw...
A person who always pray hard...Amitabha all the time...a person who always dana...kind and good hearted person can end up with this pathway...i really cant believe...but he is also a pessimist person...after last month accident,he is fully recover except his right eyesight bit blur...but doc said after 4 months everything will be ok...just this small point he claimed and consider himself is a handicapped person..i feel so sad listen to it..
I feel so sad for his little daughter which is just giving birth...she cant back to see his dad...'red' and 'white' incident collide will cause something bad happen...so she called 3G to my phone to see his dad...my tears flow too...all this is out of sudden!!! now i worried my aunty...hope she will be ok...must be tough enough to past all this...dont worry,we'll be there for you anytime...take care...
This is what we called life
cest la vie
AMITABHA
SADHU..SADHU...SADHU..

-What Is my Life Path Number??-

Your Life Path Number is 6

Your purpose in life is to help others You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you. It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them. You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver. In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner. You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first. Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love. And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own.