- [HAPPY] gO LuCky -

This is what Racheal always said bout me...HAPPY GO LUCKY..she said i always laugh worr...actually when she said that,it makes me think back the OLD Carmen...the last time CARMEN...Last time when i was in the age TEEN..err..i mean primary and secondary Form 2...i was a happy go lucky person,laugh easily...but after that everything thing changed due to the environment,surrounding..and what had happened..so,from that start,HAPPY GO LUCKY CARMEN gone forever...and i didn hear people call me that anymore...but heard people caled me 'lansi' la...'hao lian' la...cool la...lol...i know they just kidding..but i getting dont trust people around me.this is truth..ehhee
Nowadays,Racheal keep saying me HAPPY GO LUCKY...and i recalled back...then i was thinking,is it the old CARMEN is back??i really missed the old version CARMEN..really happy..Frankly speaking,this few months i really happy with my life...I'm happy with my surrounding friends too..and of course..i'm happy with what i wanna do or doing now...
And i'm wondering is the old version of CARMEN is back? This thing myself wont know it...only my surrounding people will realised more than myself..hahha...Thanks God for everything...for whatever i having now...no matter touchable or untouchable ,countable or uncountable.......

-[ HOLY ] SHIT -No mOrE Ler -

Oh My Goodness!!!
I met HIM again at FUEL...
Tonight they fool me all night long with HIM...
Frankly speaking,i really dont feel like taking photo with him...i already told Racheal....but end up Joe insisted...i do asked Racheal to join,but Joe say 'NO'...is ok..since is his birthday,just obey.but the photo i wont display or post it anywhere..all Joe's fault..next time u see...Joe,u wait ya...
Everyone so obvious,sure he knew something la...he's not stupid doo k...always called his name infront of me...=.="""swt..somemore past my chocolate to him...hello..is mine ok?lol..i take back from him and say,'sorry,not for you,is mine'...hahhaa...i really meant it...not for him...
Tonight is the worst...next time if i met him some where else...i 100% SURE wont so excited already...cause tonight i felt...nothing special since they fool me so much...but i have to thanks them for this all also...*dont know for what* lol....but i dont really like him also...not that type of special like k...i just like to see the way he behaving,flirt mixed around,hehhe..nothing special...even Joe also admired him mar...didn see u all fool Joe around...just because am a gal??i guess everyone sure got one person u guys JUST admired right?so i see nothing wrong pun..is ok,i'll be sporting instead of blush off next time i see him..lol...
Tonight is the last night they got the chance to fool me so, cause i coordinated with them..but no more next time...blekk...hehhe...
Just enjoy and have fun mah right?hehehe...

- Happy Birthday Joe-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOE

this pic is taken under a threatened condition

LOL...Happy birthday JOE...
I'll obey on your birthday...i cant do anything...he treatened me...=(sad..never mind la...since i got no present for u,then this considered as a birthday kiss for u...no more...blekk..=p..
The rest photo will be upload in friendster...hehhee...tonight feel so happy...and i can see JOE felt that too cause we celebrating for him..

ANYWAY,Happy Birthday JOE....

p/s-This is the first time i giving a guy birthday kiss on BOTH side.stupid JOE..let's see what happen on my birthday if u're there...=p

-[NO FATE] or FATE -

Monday night i went to Segafredo again.I didnt bring my lappy there.Nelson want me to help him create a playlist for his blog....hmm....i will try my best..lol...He need a playlist..not easy man...mine easier cause i only need one song for my blog.that's it...hehee..
BTW,FUEL still owed me Rm100...so Racheal asked to go take together..but i didnt go...so Racheal saw someone that i cant get to see...(continue later)
Before i back,i stopped by OldTown...visited WeoiChyet...chat with him more than half an hour...we chat alot of things..actually a guy like WeoiChyet really not bad...ok,why i say so?because...a guy that never smoke,never gamble,never drink...and also no clubbing.....is it a good guy??but he already not available lar..if available also not going to be mine lar...lol..he everything also good la,just except his mouth...he like to talk all the nonsense thingy..sometimes really cannot stand him..lol...he said that he knew me about two years already and he never see me hold hand with a guy before...lol..i also wish i can get one stable,official and long last boyfriend lorr..so that i can show him mah...but this all is out of my control...cannot blame me..hehhee..then he ask is it me lesbian de..lol..kek si wa..u see his mouth...really admired his girlfriend can stand him..hahha
After that i went home...when i just reached my house,Racheal called...she said HE is at Fuel..kek si wa..wanna see him mah...but it's ok,last night i met him at Segafredo..hahha..so fate.so happy too..we greet each other too...that also if only Racheal greet together..if not..hahha.wont happen gua...Racheal always say must be confident..how to be confident in front of him wor..hahha.but i usually wont think much la..only Nelson will do so nia....hehhe..anyway,i'm happy that last night i saw him unexpectedly..satisfied d...hahha.can d la..what else wor..approach him meh?OBVIOUSLY,
not my style..lol...hmm..
So tired..wonder can i excuse for tonight??hmmm...

"Parents still proud despite poor display"

KUALA LUMPUR: Lee Chong Wei's parents hope the Malaysian public will not be annoyed with his son's performance in the Olympic men's singles final in Beijing last night.<--of course we wont,if he cant make it,then we even worst..

The father, Ah Chai, said: “He was off form and made so many mistakes. I think my son could not handle the pressure.

“It was just not his day. I feel bad that my son failed to deliver the first gold medal for Malaysia in the Olympics. But I am pleased that he managed to achieve the target of reaching the final.

Ah Chai couldn't hide his frustration during the match as his wife Kim Choi (right) was calmer. - Mohd Sahar Misni/The Star

“He is the first Malaysian to qualify for the Olympic men's singles final. I think that he should continue playing and go for the gold in the 2012 Olympics in London.”

A group of 30 reporters and photographers were at Chong Wei's parents' house(add pressure towards CHONGWEI) in Bukit Hatamas in Cheras to watch the final match on television last night.

Ah Chai and the wife Kor Kim Choi were clearly disappointed after the tame loss. Also at the house to watch the match were Chong Wei's sister Ming Ching and her husband K.S. Tung.

The 55-year-old Ah Chai added that Chong Wei called yesterday to inform him that he would donate some of the money from the RM300,000 reward to the Sichuan earthquake victims.<--see..so kind hearted.

“He told me that if he wins the gold, he will give more money to the earthquake victims. I am proud of his caring nature,” said Ah Chai.

"Chong Wei offers no excuse after tame loss to Lin Dan"

The expectations of the whole nation to bring back Malaysia's first-ever Olympic gold medal proved to be too heavy a burden for Lee Chong Wei.

He failed to bring out his best and blew the chance to win the RM1mil reward for gold – suffering a 12-21, 8-21 thrashing by top seed Lin Dan of China in the men's singles final at the Beijing University of Technology Gymnasium last night.

Chong Wei was erratic on court. He made half-court returns and the strong net-play performance he showed in earlier rounds was missing from his game.

Malaysian shuttler Lee Chong Wei striking a pensive mood with the silver medal around his neck after the men's single badminton final against Lin Dan of China. - Kamarul Ariffin/The Star

Lin Dan pulled away from 8-3 to 16-8 and wrapped up the first game in 20 minutes. The two-time world champion's confidence grew as he took control in the second game and was already up 8-0 before Chong Wei picked up his first point.

The slouched shoulders and grim look were telling as Chong Wei eventually conceded defeat in 19 minutes.

Despite the tame loss, Chong Wei will receive RM300,000 from the government for securing the silver medal. He will also enjoy a reward of RM3,000 monthly under the Olympic incentive scheme and it will take effect from next month.

The Olympic silver medal from Chong Wei is still the first for Malaysia in 12 years.

The pressure was on Lin Dan to ensure China match their three-gold haul from the 2004 Athens Games.

And he let out a giant scream of delight after securing the winning point while Chong Wei was left pondering on what might have been.

Lin Dan saluting Lee Chong Wei after the final between two familiar foes.<-- i thought LINDAN saluting this side audience instead of CHONGWEI?

“I tried to follow his speed at the start but he was in total control. My heart wanted to take him on but I just could not bring it out,” said the second seeded Malaysian.<-- He tried his very best already..please dont complaint anymore..

On what coach Misbun Sidek told him before the start of the second game, Chong Wei said: “He told me to play a faster game but I could not follow. But there's no excuse for losing. This is my worst defeat by him.”

On whether he would still aim to play in the 2012 London Olympics, Chong Wei said: “I will have to wait and see first after the 2010 Asian Games in Guangzhou.”

Lin Dan, who became the first men's singles player to win the Olympic title as the top seed, said he had sleepless nights thinking about delivering the gold for China.

“I concentrated hard on trying to play a stable game each time. I am glad I was able to do it here,” he said.

Although Chong Wei lost, Badminton Association of Malaysia president Datuk Mohd Nadzmi Salleh hoped that his success to make the final would inspire younger players.

“Although he did not win, I am happy that Chong Wei has made it to such a level. We will try again in London Olympics in four years' time but the important thing is we have to start planning now. We have to bring in our juniors into the national set-up,” he said.

-[StiLL PrOUd Of U] cHeEr Up CHONGWEI -

World ranking No.1 VS world ranking No.2
I guess everyone know the result already..21-13 , 21-8....sounds worst right?aiks..but i guess CHONGWEI tried his very best already.just...he got no luck tonight..everyone can see right?no form,no luck...how to play in match??as i said...CHONGWEI still the winner of Malaysia..we should proud of him....And to those who complaint and condemned so much bout his performance ...please think that,'if he cant do it?u can?'...CHONGWEI can get silver considered very good lerr..
Besides that,i cant deny that LINDAN really played well...should say very well...whole night he's the one controlling the game.and i never see him feel exausted.really GENG!!!so bouncing the way he run.lol...really WORLD NO.1..his performance will never get influence by anything.he even threw his racquet and shoe...hahha..feel happy for him too...well done LINDAN..
In other hand,when CHONGWEI get his medal time,he looks so sad..extremely sad.i can feel the sadness over here...aiks,no one will blame u,but will thank you for the silver....but dont worry,u're still the champion for Malaysia.CHEER UP!!!
You are still the BEST!!!

- DAVE MING CHANG?? - LOL

Just now go cinema with Quinn , Szien and errmm...Quinn's ex...we go pacific watch MEET DAVE..and luckily we didnt choose the wrong movie..lol...so funny...DAVE MING CHANG...cute name..his mouth is so wide..so sarcastic also...hahha..and when it comes to the ending part, DAVE kissing with NO.2,Quinn and me clap hand,then suddenly followed by the audience..this made me and Quinn laugh more.lol.suddenly feel all the people so passionate.hahha...am so happy from last night till today..cant stop laughing just now in the car..my mood so good..so refreshing...
And tonight,there's an excited badminton game between LEECHONGWEI and LINDAN...and of course..i'll support Malaysia team la...LINDAN sure very pressure..world ranking No.1 leh..and i'm so confidence that CHONGWEI will get the gold medal.cause CHONGWEI will play in the condition that free from pressure,unlike LINDAN...anyhow,no matter CHONGWEI win or lost, i already assumed he's the winner...gold or silver, Malaysia also will proud of him..so i feel that he didnt lost anything!!
LEECHONGWEI go for you GOLD!!!

- [SWEET] CaN'T ImaGiNE THat - hehhe

Tonight celebrating Quinn's birthday at FUEL...we reached there around 1245a.m...i did message Racheal,then she called and bring me a superb good news...guess what??lol...hahha...HE is over there...OMG...and i just answered,'ALRIGHT,I'LL BE THERE IN 7 MINS'...
I totally cant imagine that, i purposely go Segafredo just to see him..and of course not forgetting meeting Racheal them lerr...lol...and Racheal knew my main purpose..lol...thanks gal.and thanks Quinn for her car.=)..and i know Racheal realised my unease right?lol...ok,i deny admit,i do feel so larr...i just dunno why...lol..i really feel shy,excited,blush till my face is red and laugh by Racheal..=.=''stupiak..lol..and i cant speak fluently also..kincheong...ahahaa..and i also feel like dont know what to talk or do...ermm...
Hahha...Nelson so busybody wanna approach HIM for me...lol...no need k.i will approach myself.hahha.i know i wont!!!moreover,tonight HE greet me also k..am not that worst la..like this is enough for me lerr..satisfied..hahha..cham..siao d.Nathan also bully me..ermm..so far,nothing change except HIS hair shorter lorr.then still like last time so not attractive to me...lol..i think so far no one only he can made me feel so,and i'm so attracted...awaiting for the next accidentally meet..
After that i back to FUEL again.hehhe..SEE...what i had done..but happy.anyway,i do enjoy with u guys ..eventhough is just gathering party.luckily got photos for memory.*wink*
Alright,now i feel tired d..listening to 'JENNY by CLICK FIVE'..wanna go to bed liao..sweet dream tonight..hehhe.

p.s.1.those who know who is that HE,please keep it silent.thanks.muackss.
2.sorry Quinn for the cake..u have to bring home and cut it..hope u dont mind but like it.

- [POOL] mISseD tHOsE Day -

We meet again!!Last night went to Segafredo to meet Racheal and Nelson..then Nelson said will go FUEL later with Racheal so they asked me to join them.hmm..at first i consider whether wanna join them not...then i received message from Darren...WOW..they're in FUEL with Steve and one more colleague Alex.asking me to join too..lol..why not??so will be easy.i go with Nelson then meet them there.Yeah...but i go meet them first cause Nelson and Racheal will be late.
Once again...i meet them at FUEL..and we played pool...wow..missed it..i missed the time we hangout together and play pool.so long didnt play d..luckily not that worst.LOL.still can beat Steve...everything still the same except for this time the amount of people lesser..and Darren turn uncle slimmer..lol.and Steve,still so flirty handsome la...hehhe.they said Alex good looking..hmm..after i observed...actually not that bad lar..lol.....Anyway..i do enjoy the sweet time last night.one bottle of GUINNESS for me will do..*wink*Thanks guys...
And Steve will be going Japan for his HERMES training
for three weeks..good luck yoh...and dont forget my souvenir..lol..

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUINN-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUINN


This post is specially for my beloved dear Quinn..today is her birthday..so i dedicate a cake for her..LOL...will be celebrating with her tonight.Sega ok not dear??hehhhe...*wink*
see how tonight.

- [KeK sIm] bUT wIsHEs GraNTeD[HOoraY]-

This morning so busy in office.I walked in and out to make my things done.Then wanna arrange the technician schedule...end up, my shoe spoilt..this is because the string broke off...it's rubber type.so cant glue it back.so sad..kek sim nia.Fortunately, my Biao Shao borrow me her shoe!!!!she got extra one...*fuhhh* hehhee...
Actually i planned and wish to buy all my stuff this weekend with Quinn,etc :slipper , socks (that type with toes) - this is because i wanna wear it when i'm in office..cause my office is very cold,and i'm not wearing sport shoe....so will be wearing sock with slipper..lol...weird??who knows my slipper spoilt faster than i expected.erggh....hehee.so, since is in office all day long,so nevermind lo.i cant stand cold k..hehee..
Today in office damn busy...OT till 8.30p.m.actually is fun working there..i dont mind over time cause quite near to my house..=) And today is Thursday,i went night market with Quinn..i buy so many foods..yummy...and also not forgetting.. i get to buy what i wish for ...just now i get a new paired of shoe...white in colour!!and,i found my sock there too..pasar malam also got lehh.ehh.it is pink in colour k..striking one LOL..not bad,not bad!!hehee..i bought a hair ornament too.bling bling de..quite cheap..if not i SURE wont buy..cause i go other place see so many times d..so pricey.hehee...HOOoray.happy lo...Besides,i met Yit in pasar malam.=.=" forget bout this part...LOL...
Tomorrow maybe having dinner with 'LATTE' and Racheal...and Racheal bring me a news..hmm...sure not i can meet my little Junior tomorrow??dont let me wish for more,disappointed more...hehhee...see macam mana first....heeehe..*wink*

-[DODO]- sTuPIaK FLu -

'Come, let me hug u'
'hmm....muacksss'
'Angkuku'
'muackss'
-just 1cm away nia-
LOL

Put it on my leg
I rub it's belly and head
and i hug it

It is DODO....Quinn's puppy...so damn cute..keep jummping around me..shows want me to hug.so sweet and adorable.As u know i like puppy a lot..wish to kidnap it just now.lol..i think i will go see DODO and visit Quinn tomorrow.wait ya.*wink*
wanna hug DODOOoooo
Btw,my flu is getting more worse!!stucked my nose and try to blocked my respiration process..erghhhh...and still cold my working place.alright my jacket will still on tomorrow.hehhee...i just took medicine...hope it cure cause no one will warm me...=( sad.lol..kidding....it just errmm....(counting)..1. .2.. .4.. 7... 8....=.="" i sneezed more than 10 times already.WOW.hehe..whole house and office is full of my bacteria lerr...poor carmen...
hope carmen get well soon

wish for mysself=(
expecting more for tomorrow=)

-[ FLU ] FrEeZiNg - SEGAFREDO AGAIN-

HaaaaaCHiiiiuuuuuuuuuu

Lol...flu ..haizz...suddenly flu..so suffer ok..i took medicine just now...Panadol and Vitamin C.hmm..but it doesnt work...let's see how tomorrow after wake up..and tell u one thing..my office damn cold k...FREEZINGGgggg.i cant stand it...lunch time went home take jacket..lol..stand in the middle of the hot sun,i'm feeling warm..not hot k..
Tonight went to Segafredo again...company Quinn.cause she didnt go there before and i also can meet Racheal there.Racheal bring me a bad news which is the blouse no more stocks!!!sad. the world so small..Racheal is Quinn's bro ex girlfriend.lol...surprised?
Btw,so long never hang out with Quinn d..this is our sweet photo.and me eating Melannese cheese cake....listen! is cheese cake..SOo fattening..
and this is what i having tonight...

see...so good me...sick d still sccompany my buddy..lol..hehhee....
ok..got to go now....rest so early in the morning...lol..
tomorrow still working...*wink*

-[wOrkInG] bLuRR mORNinG-

Today morning my phone rang around 9.30 a.m....i answered the call...Jimmy called...lol...my boss...he asked me to go his shop now...after bath and breakfast,i go to his place...so sleepy..i slept at 2 a.m something..so tired..lol...he asked me to go work la.. as customer service and in-charge of all the stocks....duhzz...didnt tell me the night before...should tell me earlier mah..haha...surprised me nia...hehee..yeah..got work d..hmm.no need so boring everyday ler...
SHUNZA TECHNOLOGY ENTERPRISE
my working place.....*wink*My cousin brother and also my boss...lol...dont play play with him...but in work no cousin cousin ler...SERIOUS k...we work seriously ...hehehe..

norhh....my working environment....not bad la...just very cold nia...flu since yesterday d...today some more so cold...hmm.
Near near to my house..office hour time...Sunday off...so nice...hehee..i hope my night job accept me...still dont know yet...now i wanna work work work...lol..
jia you!!!*wink*