-[Et] vs UFo-

Hmm...another et word appeared in my life...the first person who said me et is Jonathan...and now,my life appeared another et...but both et had its own meaning....haa....cute...last night C said me et wor...just because i type something for him that he dont understand,he said i type et wording....hahaaa....then at night he type something that i dont understand,i said he type ufo wording...hehee..
Last night he said,when i wanna back from Kampar,let him know,he will go fetch me back....he said dont want me to take bus cause dangerous and tiring...he dont want me so xin ku wor...moreover he said whenever i back to hometown,he will spare his time for me....this is what he promise me...and he will go with me wherever i wanna go...sound sweet right?but will it an empty promises no one knows...
Other than this,i got bit scared....i scared being lonely at a stranger places...if u ask me alone at my hometown,i will be ok,but not at stranger place...i dont feel excited or looking forward how's my Uni will be,how my housemate,how's my schoolmate either...haiz....my mood now is up and down...very not stable...HELP!!!! haiz....

-[HapPy Xmas] iN tHe oTHer wAy-

I past my Xmas countdown in cinema with Yeh and Jiarhou and her brother somemore...we go watched YES MAN!!hahaa...this movie actually is not nice...i dont know what is the story line...i just know this movie very damn fucking funny...hahaa....JIM CAREY so lame...hahaa....

p/s: SZIEN FASTER GO WATCH LA...LOL

After that i met Quinn at Sega to have my GUINNESS draught...then after that back to home...is quite a not happening....hahahaa...but what to do..jamn everywhere..hmm...

On 25th, Quinn invited me to her Xmas dinner....WOW...she cook leh...i din know she can cook so well...hahaa...she cooked spaghetti,turkey,salad and more....i went with Ying and Yeh...and me and her exchange our Xmas gift...so delicious..i like her spaghetti...i ate so much,but Quinn still not satisfied with the amount i ate..hey gal...really very full d k...her turkey taste good too...good job gal...heheee..and thanks for your lovely Xmas dinner...after that we went to Citibox...sing and sing....it's quite fun actually...

And C ask me out that night...i did told him Yeh is back...and he really down on that day...he purposelty work half day and rush to buy me a xmas gift,and i cant make it to meet him at all....i really wish to meet C,but i just cant...telling him that my bf is back and making someone i care so down in the noon,then wanna meet someone i care at the night...i really cant..i'm not that kind of gal...and yea...we argued for this...he said he cant figure out why i just cant meet him even it's late enough..and then he drink till very drunk that night.his friend told me,he never see him so sad before...dont know la..so sorry..i apologized k..i really care for your feelings...after all, everything is settle,and we meet for dinner last night...and also exchanged our gift last night too...altho is not on Xmas day,but it's still Boxing day right?really sweet when he wear the bracelet for me..cute...miss him neh...

-[FlaMmiNG] Or UnFLamMaBle?-

Here's the question...will it burn or not?Quinn,i'm taking ur advice in me...and i know what i'm doing too...since i'm leaving here soon so i think should be ok gua...we both know our own situation...and will TRY NOT to cross the beyond line...the feelings when with him compared to WY is totally different...maybe between me and Yeh,there's alot of somethings...our problem is forever never solve...i dont like empty promises...this is me...and he forever will never know there's a problem...cause that is him...he cant change he's thinking so do i...so just going on like this lo...better than bring up all the uncertain arguements...

Other than this...i met C when i'm doing my part time job..the first thing he made me changed my impression towards him is,ACTUALLY HORR...i thought he is the type like dunno english la..but he's not leh....his english quite well leh...and moreover he very serious in his job...work and work...even is Sunday.is like upside down with Yeh leh...Yeh so lazy,always think wanna take leave and willingly although is unpay leave...this is what i dont like lo...and he think not a big matter...

-[boOKeD]-

Alright...quite long time i didnt update my blog d...nowadays busy with work...and i know i have to update by now cause i'm going off soon...hahaa...as u know la...where else...KAMPAR the ULU....heheee...FIY,i'm going on 5th Jan....sound sad right?? for me is very sad...cause i know what date it is on 6th...can cry man....and last night Nelson booked date me on 1st Jan....hey hey...dont misunderstood ya....not me and him only...is with a bunch of ppl....still got other human beings k...he said he had to do so cause later on i will potong queue by other ppl....he said someone gonna bake cake for me...sounds like GUINNESS flavour ehh....special right?havent see it yet...anyway,i'm looking forward for it...hehee...add on he said the party is for me before i leave BM and heading to KAMPAR...so evil...but anyway,thanks alot my dear friends...i will always miss u guys k...

-[SaD wHen] tHouGht OF...-

I had done all the preparation for my studies...staying or fees or whatever....My class start at 12th Jan....at first i thought i can go at 10th ..but i'm wrong...registration started on 6th!!! hey man!! 6th Jan leehhh....erghh....kek si me...which means i have to reach there at 5th,then stay on 6th,then maybe will back on 7th....haiz...dont know la...i feel so sad la when i think of it...will be passing my big day alone!!! my tears going to flow...NO NO i think going to be like pouring...oh GOSH....help...
My mum ask me to celebrate my big day in advance...but feel not nice leh...feel like having it on 3rd,but third is Xying's big day la...if 4th,Sunday,then next day early morning have to go Kampar d,sure tired...having it on Fri,2nd??
OMG...how wor? my ever 21st big day....haiz...most probably will be passing alone la...so sad...*sob*

-[FeEL] iNg-

When i work as Carlsberg Gold promoter,i know C* in Kulim area...he's the only one i keep contact with those customer..cant say customer,cause he never order carlsberg...hahaha...just know him through friends lo..when i knew him,i knew he already got girlfriend...and he also know i got boyfriend...and we just have normal chat....and slowly our normal chat turn into care...ahaaha..sometimes we meet for lunch,sometimes for yam cha at night...but so far very rare.....and he admit himself is my lou gong chai,cause he called me lou por chai...or sometimes dear...but all those also for fun nia...
Sometimes i felt,when we stress or unhappy,u chat with those people,u will feel much better...maybe because they dont know u well,so can chat everything,or seldom meet,so they can joke alot...it really works on me...but we both wont think much lerr...hope him also....LOL...the way he msg very cute...and unexpected,his eng not bad lehh...lol...

-FEd Up-

Last Saturday night,me and Quinn planned to go FUEL for release pressure since working seems to be so tensed...add on,i got one bottle of liquor there...N* went there too,he reached before me...so me and Quinn just join them...actually i going to meet SIM...but nevermind la...same...and N* keep on follow here and there...started to feel irritate when i saw him...acting like my bf...yoh...when saw me talk to my friends,especially guys,then cham la....he will fast fast come next to me...he wont care he know or dont know...hate looo....damn nia.luckily got Quinn...
Suddenly got one guy come across and pull me wor,at first he introduce himself,then invited pull me to go drink with him at his table...use ur butt think,will i go?so stupiak...fortunately,Quinn,Sim all at there..Quinn hug me,then Sim all blocked him...i just cheer with him with my glass of Guinness to show manners nia...that's all...so F***...
U know why i feel irritate when i saw N*?u know what he did? to know whether i'm back or not,he go till my house to peep whether my car is at home not after he phone me...I HATE THIS KIND OF PEOPLE...after that me and Quinn went out for supper,meeting Racheal them at town...Saturday is the only day for me to meet them,updates with them....i missed them too...so even quite or feel bit tired,i will meet them up,stay till late is ok...caused,Sunday holiday mah...still ok lo..
Then Quinn told me she wsanna go drive thru McD....OH MY GOD...and so happy,i got my I LIKE TO MOVE IT,MOVE IT...hahaa...thanks dear..

-FiNally-

Hmm...here's my updates...LOL...sorry gals..busy lerr...
Ok,first i wanna mention bout my MM,it's done!!i cracked my head alot...but that's it...maybe it's not so perfect,but i think is enough....i will try hard to make it better next time....*wink* so,now waiting the chance to give them nie...now JiaRhou is back...i dont know how bout the rest...let's see how..anyway,i miss them so much....

missed...

-[FiNisHiNG]-

Yahooo...today whole night stay at home..planned to finish up my MM...caused taking too long itme d...i left ending nia....hehhee...and i'm so happy...it is finishing....now just waiting to burn it into CD then send out....heheee...at last...so happy neh...i hope when they watch it ,they will full of surprising and appreciate...hahaa...
Last night went to eat fish head steamboat with Nelson,Quinn,and Yong...yummie...the soup is so sweet..lovin it...hahha..damn full k...this few nights eat till very full before went to bed...cham...getting fatter and fatter...sad...
Today after work i went to Miusa..is a boutique shop....and i bought 2 shirt and one pant...hmm...u know how much?cost me RM 200...erghh...but quite satisfied la...no need go end year sales d....claime from my darling can d..HEHEE...now feel so sleepy...wanna rest d...night loo...

-[aCCiDeNt] oN hALoWeen-oVer BUdGEt-

SAD...Friday night i went to Fuel to celebrate HALOWEEN with my friends...FUEL celebrating mah...so many people...but before i reach ther...something happened...u know what?hahaa...u will never guess it..cause it wass my first time...i KISS bang people's car....ermm..cant said bang la...just slightly hit it...hahhaa...traffic light then mar stop lo...i'm sure that i did step on the brake...so i look down and search things in my bag..suddenly 'PANGG!!'..my head up take a look,OH MY GOD!!hahaa..so get down from car loo...two indian man came out...sounds scary right?actually it is not..hehee..they talk nicely...so i said,i give u my num,i/c,name,after repair u give me the receipt,i pay him lo....but he refused..frankly speaking i dun have so much cash that time...he want RM300..so end up i called Eugene...he came over..then he help me loo..the next day he bring them to the place he repair cheaper...but end up,they refused also...so i just have to pay RM250...their car slightly damage and mine....hahhahaa...nothing on it..u believe it?is true...nothing...hahahaa..fuhh...this month i wanna buy NIKE sandle sport wan mah...cannot d lo..over my budget d this month...i dont want to spend so much in a month...hehehe..

By the way,Haloween night really crowded...no place for us also...and i also saw so many people.....long time no see d....miss them so much...hehee...i do enjoy that night...i drank two pint of GUINNESS draught....nice loo...i like it so much...hehhee..now i go also only drink this nia...i reached home near 2am...then working next day...haaaha....okla..now i want to go out liao...bye loo..

-[ReLAx] eNJoY-

Hmmm....this week is so happy...it looks more happening than before...hehee...last night went to cinema with FWee...we go watch High School Musical 3...it's nice...i like those movie got singing and dancing...ad Gabriella is so sweet and obviously...pretty..after that i went to OldTown...wanna pass pendrive to Chyet..hahaa..
And tonight,i can rest well at home...wanna watch my movie...as usual....office work still as busy as before...haa....and i found that my job is so challenging...haaaha..searching fun in job can make my job more interesting...
Btw,this Friday Haloweennnn.....i want to go!!heehe..Xying back liao,Yeh also back liao..now looking forward for Quinn...my lovely dear...today she told me that she's coming back on this Monday,4th till Jan leh..happy looo....miss her so much....end of year wanna go travel,hope she joining.....hahhaa

-[GeT BaCK] bUT...]-

I really feel so dilemma...u know why?hmm...ok...is between me and Yeh....and Darren...since my blog now is so private...so nevermind la...i will straight forward here...Luilui and Quinn...dont tell anyone k if u read it..
Before Yeh said wanna get back,me and Darren is on our way...and so far i knew Yeh always want me back...and he said he changed and knew how to appreciate me well than others caused he and me had gone through many things...this also right larrr...and he somemore said after 2 years of break,he really know what he really want....okok..back to Darren's part...
I knew he got feeling with me...just that he really slow...he's taking a slow move...sometimes called me baby,dear,misss u...and keep saying that i'm his girlfriend when we go out together...but we never hold hands..except once in cinema...frankly speaking,i do feel comfortable when i'm with him...maybe of his age..mature people always know how to care more..and he's not young anymore..i was thinking if i really with him...atfer dating 2 or 3 years,he will said wanna marry liao...caused already 30 liao..hahaa...that time i belum habis study also...haiz...dont know la...but he always will ask me out...this few weeks i keep refused to go out with him...caused Yeh already want me back...
Whether wanna give Yeh a chance or not i also dont know....moreover my parent like him so much,and his parent sayang me alot too...Sunday time, after me and his parents finished shopping in Tesco,we went to ate malay laksa,nor...the one at Taman Ciku one...very nice de...u know so ngam,i saw Darren's car turning in.i so kincheong,my heart beats fast..he really stop there and 'da pao' laksa and next to his seat there's a gal... and really ngam,our car just park near to where he stop..so if i wanna go to the car,have to past his...and cant escape,he saw me...so i just smile and hi...and i knew he keep looking looo.after that i felt so uncomfortable..after 10 mins,he message me...according to his message,he never ask me who is the guy beside me,he just keep on explaining who is the gal next to him...he said just friend...then today,he ask me out,i refused,so he thought i angry...haiz...i really dont know what he want...if he dont care,why he wanna explain to me,but he never ask me...what is he thinking?hmm.....
And now,decided to get back with him..slowly lo...since he still working in KL mah...slowly....i think our parents and him is the most happy de...i dont mean i'm not happy...just feel normal lo...maybe last time get back alot of times d gua...hahahaa...he said he wont want to break anymore...and he start to plan for future...he said is our future...atleast he got think of it la...not like last time...is true he getting more mature...dont know la...see how loo...am so teruk right?LOL...

-FrEe FoR SaTUrdAy-

Today is Saturday!! feel so free..caused everyday Saturday office very silent....but dont know why today i didn feel so...damn busy...very busy...have to cracked my head and now i'm bit headache..u know how this happened?becaused my boss and lady boss went to Thailand..so i'm the one who incharge all..have to settle every single job...normally Sat very less phone call....but today..hotline leh...i really hope i can settle all nicely...haiz...not easy k...and now am running out of time...suddenly feel like i have the power and i can fix everything...I AM RUNNING WITH TIME!! but tonight am bit free cause had some changes and i no need to go SP...and no need to work too...hehhee...dunno wanna go where tonight...see how lerr...heheee.....now working first..jia you carmen!

-[cHaNgES]-

Hmm..i had changed my blog to permission...that means,if u wanna read it,must have my permission first...hahhaa...cause i dont even know who are reading my blog..actually bout this i dont really mind la..hehee..but i see all so sellfish...so i mar learnt lo..hehee...good also la...so from now i can write whatever i want...so Luilui and Quinn will know more lo...let them pat a bit..heeehe...kidding...so now i can fel free to write what i want..
Haiz...this few weeks...sick and busy working...no time for my MM,for my movie and for my blog too...u see,no updates...sad...hehee...tonight till here first...cause i wanna finish up my MM and continue my Mooncake Resonance as soon as possible....now i seems like chasing the time....NOT ENOUGH TIME!!!..

-[ALMOST]-

Last night i went to Segafredo with XinYing....she's back and we go to yam cha and talk talk...so long never step in to Segafredo liao...missed the environment there...me and Ying have a nice chat there...i dont know this is called fate or what..i never go Sega for so long d and last night i went u know who i met???ma HIM lo..the one Racheal always tease me...but i like me performance last night...i dont even bother he's sitting there...and i think he got take a look at me sometimes...AHEMMm...hahhhaa..okla..okla..think too much la...and so stupid i cant go to ladies since i'm so EMERGENCY!!! hahaa..u know why?caused they always sit beside washroom..so if i really go ladies....that stupiak gang definately will say i wanna see him then purposely walk pass there...so i rather dont want go...hehhee..haizz....really nothing also let them say till i so pai seh...sad..

Later on Jack came to join us..then we chat awhile....after that we went to FUEL..dont misunderstand....is not for enjoy is just to visit Racheal....i think 20mins nia.....we chao d...and FUEL decoration is for the coming Haloween....i wanna go...yea...

CHAM...i havent complete my MM for my friends yet....planned to finish it before NOV...left a bit nia...hehee...happy..