*happy* ^^

- another 'hate u' day -

good!!

bravo!!!!

getting more days to hate u

keep going keep going!

counting d days now

ahhhhhhhhh

25th sept fast fast come!!!

- pointless -

what is this?

u thought u come back dinner with me

after dinner ask me play pool

then can d?

u thought u doing ur duty is it?

i said no because i got no mood

all spoilt by u

i know after that u going out again

so why wanna spend me some time then leave me alone again?

i rather dont want!!!

hate u!!

i know if u saw this u will say

got so many to say can tell u

no need to write in blog

i like la!!!

lazy to talk to u

and feel pointless talking to u!!!!

- i wont stop, i wont care -

what im really thinking now is i wish my exam finish fast

and i can back to my hometown tomorrow now...

how eagerly i want it to happen

at least back hometown i can laugh mine and u still can laugh urs

u do your own things, and i do mine

but now im trapped with all this i dont like!!!

at least at hometown :-

when u are having fun with ur friends, i can meet my friends

when u are sleeping, i have tv to watch

when u are not beside me, i can chat with my parents

when u hangout, i'm also out with my friends

Kampar time :-

when u are having fun with ur friends, i do facebook

when u are sleeping, i awake

when u are awake, i sleeping

when u are not beside me, my mind blank!! *thinking what to do*

what else i can do? never know that my life in Kampar is so bored!

Just ask urself, when have u really chat with me, talk with me, or laugh with me???

ur chat, ur talk, and ur laugh all i can see is when u are with ur friends

i know i can join, but sometimes i choose not to

i want you to accompany me, not you watch ur movie till u fall asleep

i do my things till ur fall asleep

ask u to accompany me, u ask me back, 'what you want to do?'

i know u got nothing to do with me...didnt know u are so bored with me

recently, u slept in the morning

u sleep, i wake up, until u wake up, it's time for ur futsal

after ur futsal, it's time to dinner with friends

after dinner, u sleep again

when u wake up, yamcha with friends or whatever

if got activity till morning again..when u back, im sleeping

and so on...

Last night was thinking

i really shouldnt stop u, so i wont stop u anymore

i stop u, u wont be happy, sleeping, and watch movie

so no difference if you are beside me or not

i really shouldnt...my bad again

it's also my joy when seeing u having ur joy with ur friends

but it's my sadness when i know i cant see this when u with me

just go ahead with what u like, i wont care too

just like the smoking issue, go ahead, i wont ask, i wont care

i dont want become a disturbance for your joy

because i hate it

i'm upset

no one knows