Saturday, April 10, 2010

- More Than You Think -

I know i'm not a perfect one
i know i do have weaknesses
very thanks for the hold one
so far we always overcome challenges, fight and more
and so far we discovered alot of things
discovered how our characters bring us, discovered each other likes and dislikes
discovered the things that i do always is not the things that u want it to be
and all this will only make me love you even more
i know sometimes i make u feel tired...so do i
u always give me make decision, and yet i decided not to call off
cause i know, i cant make it...yes, i got thought of it, just once...
that once make me feel i really dont wanna give up
that's why i always tears when u talk bout it
and i always tried to make this out
but the more i tried, the more i feel i'm causing the problems
do you know that everytime the fights is because i wanna kacau u at first
but it ended up with a real fight..
that's why sometimes i very angry about myself...
do you know u can kek me easily and i just feel bo kam buan and cant do anything?
do you know why i like to hurt you with my words?
because i know this is the way that can kek u back...and i will feel better XD
you know why i like to be sarcasm towards u?
because this is also only way that i try to kek you, but it ended up kek myself
so stupid right.......i know i'm evil...i'm sorry
i always said i hate you, but i dont mean it...i mean this is how much u make me love you
till i hate you
hubby, this is the way i show my love...i know isnt sweet but i dont know how to express it
but i will try my best for you...
i really very tired lerr...tired to ignored you, tired to angry you
and of course, tired to hate u

u wanna know what i hate bout u right?
here it goes....i think more than ten things i hate bout you...

i hate the way you show your love to me
i hate u always makes me laugh but hard for me to make u laugh
i hate when u play guitar and sing for me and sometimes i need it for my sleep
i hate the look that u force me to talk
and i hate the way u stare
i hate u always have alot of bullshits when i ignored u
i hate u are the one that sit my back
i hate the way we play and laugh
i hate you always makes me cry
i also hate u always read my mind when sometimes it really wrong
i hate u make me miss you when we last meet is just a minute past
i hate u make me cant sleep when u're not next to me
i also hate that when i ask u not to go futsal and u did
and lastly, i most hate the way i dont hate you even at close,
not even little bit and not even at all

Just want you to remember that i will always love you
and i'll be by yourside no matter what
I love you deary~~~


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