- The journey continue -

All the while he's waiting me for the move

and glad, i did it. why not?!?

just follow your heart and do it =)

and now, our journey continue again...

can i said this is one of the obstacle we are facing??

thank God, we tried to overcome and things settled.

the 2nd chapter of our story gonna be like how?

seriously, i dont know but will always excited for it

There's so much changes in the beginning of the chapter

and i know, i need to coop with it

i need to get use to it all over again

but obviously during the process, there's something that hard to avoid

guess what??!!?

think too much lorr

it's the natural feelings that ones will have

it's really tough, hmmmm

work hard gal...

lift it up is easy, but put it down, it's harder than u think

- What I've learn -

I learn do not hold grudges

I learn to say sorry which the biggest weakness of me

I learn to share and express feelings

I learn to close one eye

I learn to watch The Big Bang Theory

I learn to love movies

I learn not to prejudice

I learn to play better in pool

I learn to play snooker

I learn not to make assumptions

I learn not to have expectations

I learn more on football

I learn to play with cool sometimes

I learn more on what is Christian

I learn to experienced ghost hunting

I learn how to drive to Pulau Tikus

I learn to play Uno spin

I learn to expose to nice songs

I learn to eat malays food

I learn to eat Penang best char koay kak

I learn to celebrate anniversary without expensive presents, or much money and yet very happy

I learn how to look on the bright side

I learn to read KennySia's blog

I learn what is floorball

- Officially Single -

Yeap! I'm officially single now

the feeling is bad, or i can say is worst

the worst break up ever

this few days pictures, words and memory keep flashed back

trying hard to put that away

and i know all my friends will support me

people ask me 'how are you'

and i keep on answer 'i'm fine, i'm ok'

but how many times i really meant it?

there's no more anger, no more hatred in me

what just left is heartbroken, and sad

if i say im not sad, no one will believe also le

that's impossible cause im a human too

i know it shouldnt like this

but i just cant help myself

Now, everything is a past tense

and i need to get through this and move on

i need strength so much

and obviously i need time!

everything shall be fine =)

carmen owh carmen

you need to stay strong

dont make people around u worry

p/s: thank God my parents havent acknowledge it, how can i present this person to my parents...wise me

fuhhhh