- yea i WANT IT -

So, result released
thank GOD i pass all and also pass 2.0
but the gpa drop alot
expected
but i dont know why people still say me din try my best
didnt work hard for it
what they know about it?
compare their result with mine??with a different course? WTH!!
"if you dont want, nobody force you to get this result"
wth, say till like all this is what i want
if i want it i wont so worry when i dunno how to do the paper
if this is what i want i no need to worry the paper i dunno how to answer
if this is what i want i no need so kancheong when the result is released
each sem is tougher than each sem
this i know, that's why my gpa dropping each sem
but i did work hard for it
i know maybe not enough
but this is not what i want!!
"u think to set up a microprocessor is easier than to hold a press conference?"
wow...comparing urs and mine huh?
so as what u said sooooo easy, than i should have score 4.0 every sem
so now proven i'm stupid!!!!
happy? dont want to talk about it!!!
i want next sem to be better
i swear!!! u wait and see

- IT'S KILIING ME!!!! -

ERGHHHHhhhHH
damn painful
it's hurt!!!!
last night it managed to make cant sleep
cause of the PAIN
i'm so geram thus, i get up and put SALT on it
i rub it with salt too
the feeling of pain...i dont know how to express it
i nearly faint =(
after that, good. my tongue is hurt, the more i cant sleep
erggghhhhhh
this morning, it grew BIGGER!
ulcer... please go away from me
GOD bless me

- No Idea -

why everything must be like that?
i seriously no idea why it turned out like that
suddenly feel nothing much we can do when we are together
but i can feel u can do a lot of things with your bunch of friends
if you ask me why why why
i just can answer dunno dunno dunno
i dunno where is the click between us
i know i easily get out of mood
i seriously dunno the answer
sometimes i really think is better we dont meet each other
i rather express the miss through msn, sms, or maybe voice
i seriously no idea

- doubt -

i'm sorry i doubt bout it
i really dont wish to but it happened so
i will try my best not to think overboard
not to feel insecure
will trust u for what u say
xoxo

- 原来是误会 -

跟你谈了那么就，终于知道原来你根本没讨厌过我
从那次你对我说过那么重的话，我就开始怀疑你应该很讨厌我当初伤了你
而且，听了你的解释后有点惊讶
你是因为怕我知道你有多高兴看到我
你是因为矛盾所以才会这样
你是因为怕遇到了，过后会很想才会这样
很抱歉，我没为你想过这些
我也没顾虑到你的感受
是我不好
我还以为你没事了，因为每次见到你，你都很好
原来，你说你是装的
我说时间可以冲淡一切，但你说时间可以证明一切
你所说的证明是证明你有多喜欢我
证明我在你心目中有地位，有多重要
三年了，你还是没变
我还说我在你记忆里就只有那么的一点
你回答，那如果你在我记忆里就只有那么的一点，
那我的记忆就只有一点
为什么当初你不争取呢？
我曾经在想我们之间是不是错过了什么，
不过我看你没什么那我也就只好算了
没想到到现在你还是一样
真的很抱歉，我只能说的是遗憾吧
我现在和他过得很好
过得很开心
而且还一起经历过不少了
我们现在在学者珍惜对方
对你真的很抱歉

- 人生的一段路 -

好啦！终于放假了....高兴到..........LOL
今天终于回BM了....
虽然回去的那段路只有两个小时的车程，但它一点都不容易走
突然下了很大的雨，要开得非常慢，非常的专心，非常的小心
突然雨又停了下来，我就开得比较快，比较顺利，比较轻松
突然雨又下了，下的‘啪啪啪’声，又要驾的很慢
等到雨停的时候，又轮到罗里挡路，又要慢下来
这一切一直在重复让我觉得今天的路程就像我们的人生
人生的一段路不会永远是顺利的, 你也不会永远都是个赢家
终会有很多风风雨雨来考验你，你也会经过很多很多的挑战
有时候会在想那些挑战是上帝特地安排的吗？
又会在想怎么我面对的风雨比别人还要多？
这也是上帝安排的吗？
是在训练我吗？
不过还好，每次都让我过关 =]
如果是上帝特的安排我的风雨该比别人多，那我就应该要比别人更坚强
我要做打不死的蟑螂！！哈哈！蟑螂，说到就觉得恶
我相信如果是上帝特地要考验你，他应该会有不一样的路让你以后走得更轻松
但是千万不要做那些伤害身边朋友的事，要对得起你自己
人生里应该要很清楚谁是重要的，谁是废的
珍惜身边的人，因为他们是独一无二的
不管你身边的人是好是坏，都要感谢他们曾经在你人生里留下了脚步
因为有了他们，你人生才会那么的精彩
所以要活得更精彩让曾经对你不善的人觉得你是行的！！！
加油咯！！！

- MESSED!!! -

it's totally messed
how can it turned to be like this??
from small matter to big matter
i felt so hurt in this case
i also feel like tearing, but i stop it
i shouldnt crying in this case cause it's not my fault
but i'm the victim wor...ish
if only i know from the beginning there's an misunderstanding
i should have avoid it
i should have talk it out
but i'm always a dump one, how to sense it?
i thought it's still ok, but when there's more to come,
i know i cant control myself
it's hurting my ears, my heart and my image
since it's settle, then i hope it really settle
no more from it
put it as a past, i can take it as nothing happen
i dont wish to ruin everything up cause of this
mature people should settle it maturely
p/s : i will defend myself from everything about me which is not true if i found out
better check who am i before u wanna step on my head
*God blessed*

back

i want to back hometown

dont feel like facing all the *****

miss my parents so much

my body sore cause of finals

hate this