- Insomnia -

This few days always cannot sleep at night

INSOMNIA!!!!

very suffered, cause 5 or 6am i'm still awake

like now, tml i got 8am class weiii and i'm not on my bed yet

actually i did just now, but keep on roll and roll

and ended up here

impossible i cant sleep, las night slept around 3smth,wake up at 1pm

din sleep in the noon also

just now take a nap from 1am to 2am only marr...

flowery fever and sorethroat, taking care of him, feed him medicine and water

and he recovered d, no more hot....u better take care of urself when i'm not around

God blessed

and back to my problem --- insomnia

i think i must cure this when i back hometown

Oh Gosh...seriously i need to do so

and hope i can

cause of cannot sleep, then metabolism of the body still functioning causing me so hungry now

ergghhhhh....HELP!!

- hmmm -

That day daddy came to find me

nah...i never ppk this time k

we went to island red cafe cause he need to online for his company stuff

and then he also said hungry so he order abalone fried rice..not bad leh..XD

then at night went to pasar malam with flowery...cempedak goreng...*saliva dripping*

we watch marley and me during our dinner

nice movie, i shed my tears when marley wanna die and a pig is beside me =.="""

I'll be back on Sunday

caused wanna attend ahboy's wedding

then, can meet my sexy friend d...LOL

plus, so long never back d

miss my parents also

i think mummy gonna be headache when i back

heheee....mummy daddy, wo hui lai le.....LOL

- Durian!!!! -

Eating durian for two days...LOL

until i also felt 'jelak' d...so 'hek'

we bought the durian at pasar malam

Rm5 for one longgok.hahaa

just now eat with 148 residents....heheee

so long never eat d,now pula feel 'hek'

- Shocking News -

In my life,i seriously never met a person like this before

a person that everyone wish to whack,smack and slap kao kao

making up alot of fake stories and all words from his mouth is a lie

summore can created 2 or 3 facebook acc of hot chics to keep commenting on his own facebook

what is this?he got split personality disorder is it??!!!

letting and showing other people that he can hook up with chinese hot chics

and how much the chics 'siao' him...OMFG!! he seriously need a mirror for himself

he got alot of stories which other people heard d and felt similar like a bollywood or hollywood movie,his life is such a dramatic one.....sometimes feel sad for him also

lies lies lies

liar need to tell another lie to cover the previous lie

end up, the lie will never end but getting more and more serious

having private jet, nanny gave him 1 million to spent in a day, having 60 of ex-es, ex die in his arm cause of cancer, cause of lorry bang,then 'fall for you -secondhand serenade' is his sad song cause is ex's favourite

cannot listen to this song,will emo la,headache lar ( proof is not true,he still can laugh when this song played)

isn't his life is so imaginary and dramatic???

WAOOOOoooooo

sometimes u can laugh when listen to it....LOL

the worst part is, telling people that he fucked this gal before, bantai that gal before, sleep with her before, and keep on spreading the news that he fucked this and that...

this is too much and when you know one of the victim is your friend,u lagi hot

what he want??please wake up from his imaginary world....

you are getting more and more serious.....

haizzzz......betul betul speechless

now, everyone is so in to his news....

wanted to know what is the updates

including me weiii...LOL

not planning to bocorkan cause wanna know how far he can make his story

this kind of people, God sure got another path for him...

just wait baaaaaaa

P/S - girls gossip everyday when there's a chance but guys dont, but when guys start to gossip, it will never stop and what i can react is just stunt and OMG....never see such kepo guy before....LOL...so guys is very potential in gossiping tooooo.i had seen it..*thumbs up*

- *finger cross* -

My lovely korkor suddenly called me

oh well, suddenly said i drink in kampar =.="""""

i said i will control myself in kampar,i meant it

i will love myself for the sake of myself and the person i loved

i wont make my parents to worry me ok? =]

i will only drink when i'm back in hometown lerrr XD

Anyway,my kor brought me a news,and i'm so happy to hear that

he's planning to ask my parents to go over England next may to celebrate my daddy's birthday

i wanna go also and he said ok...

i got break mar end may and early june...dont care, wanna go....lalallala

WAOOOOO.....and he said gonna tell me the details when need me to book the air ticket *happy*

but all is still in planning,whether it works or not still dunno

but i wish *finger cross* it happen lar....=]

- McDonalds -

Tonight xing wei and wai po suddenly asked to go mcD

and since i owed xing wei a treat

then i planned to go

and end up,i make it!!! =]

dont say i never go out with you guys k

people said, one mountain cannot occupy two tigers

i think this is true

one car got two carmens LOL

so blurrrrrrry

i calling my own name when i talk to her..sounds funny and weird

hahhaaa..anyway,having fun there also ler with the jokes the guy made..=]

- Video call -

daddy (andrew) so cute and funny

keep on perli him

ask him to follow what i do with the webcam

then daddy paiseh wor....LOL

p/s - sorry ler daddy for ppk you ur lunch due to something...LOL.next time k =p

- [diarrhea - vomit] -

Today noon enjoying my maggie again =]

so nice and delicious

but after maggie my tummy something wrong jor =[

start to run toilet already LOL

then we go dinner and then go maybank transfer money

I said 38.90, flowery said 39.90

end up we bet for the supper

rush home and check *kincheong*

tadaaa....is RM38.90 *hippo dancing* lallalalaaa

yea...supper for free...tandoori.hahahaaa

but before supper i run to 148 toilet for 2 times d..=.="""

end up tandoori canceled cause haji gany no tandoori yet

so postpone to tml at ghany =] yeah yea

but at haji gany we eat nasi lemak, tomyam maggie, ayam goreng....

end up, back home and vomit =.=""""

waste nia...eat d vomit out...hehee

i think because of the nasi lemak and the tomyam lerrrr

my tummy cannot take it...ergghhh

and now,i feel much better....=]

soonggggg ahhh....

- Fine -

'what's wrong with you today?'

it's so obvious and the answer i get is 'nothing' all night long

u're not in mood talking during premas

alright,i'm the one who talk

layan tak layan je

me also alright

you say u want satay

ok,let's satay with 'pride'

then we talk bout chinese new year

but still weird the way you behave

alright, with my patience, let's see how it goes

still the way u act let me feel there's something wrong

and still the answer is 'nothing'

supper and telling i gonna lunch with daddy

and u said i dont wann lunch with you

me also alright

my patience is with you all the night

what else u want?

i got my limit too

chatting with dev thru FB just for fun nie

itu pun salah

open the door with the sarcastic face

'talk like this,why must use FB'

just for fun and why so serious??

alright, with my patience, i kept silent

and u with your FFT

end up,i'm beside you

i know u gonna complain bout me FB-ing

and it is!!!!

why when u FB i can stay beside you instead of complaining?

why when i FB u must go aside with ur face and later on complaining me bout it??

i want the answer

u sing song, i listen

say me not sing along with you

alright

i close my eyes, u said me sleeping

alright,then i open my eyes

u wanna rest on me,i lift up my hand,u said i act cool

alright, i put my hand down on ur back

end up u pula yang ask me 'what's wrong with you today?'

WAH SEIIII

alright, with my patience, i just stare with silent

and we have a talk later on

it's my mistake by saying is not the open gate thingy,

and it's before premas

by reconfirming you

i said wrong thing

'what's wrong with you?? just now u said like this,now u said no,why?u got split personality is it?'

my patience is limited and here goes i burstt!!!

from the start with my patience i keep asking what happen and what's wrong with you

end up, i'm the one got problems and i'm the one with the split personality!!

FINE!!!!

u're happy it ended up like this right??

then as ur wish larr!!

- Duo Duo Yeh -

This is human being

you are also a human being

you should know very clear

they just like to act close with you

act to joking and chui shui with you

and acting to bond the relation

this mar call duo duo yeh lorr

FAKER!!!

Like people to bodek

People dont do so,then beh song

Say people bad things,then take it as kidding

people say you bad things,then you take it serious

this mar duo duo yeh lorrr

IDIOT!!!!

Need to use you time

dear here dear there

gal here gal there

no need time

who the F are you lorr

this is also duo duo yeh lorrr

BITCH!!!

phewwwwww....soongggnya

-[ FOURTH KIND ]-

Just now Dev suddenly said wanna watch 2012

yeah..i wanna watch too..but it's confirm full lerr..and yet it is..LOL =[

so move to second plan - Fourth Kind

is a real story about UFO abduction, owl, hypnosis

not bad ler this movie....is whether u choose to believe there is UFO/alien or not

another thing i wanna say is

the cinema is fucking damn damn cold

freezing inside k

sorry flowery,next time i bring my jacket too =D

after movie we ended up in ghany then the guys continue their gaming session, me and flowery continue our 'PRIDE'...LOL

one of my favourite japanese movie after GTO...

nice movie....HALUUU!!! hahaa

ULCER

AGAINNNNNNNNN!!!!

It's so painful till i dont feel like open my mouth to talk =[

it's not one only...tongue,gum,throat....OMFG!!!

can feel my body so heaty also

face pula pimples banyak

i pula tangan banyak gatal duk picit picit

isshhhh...=p

that's all ler..wanna sleep d..so tired.

night and tight =]

untitle

HATE

PAIN

FOUR WALLS

RAINING

CHEESE NAN

SLEEEEEEP

- So Beautiful -

Just now when flowery fetch me back time, the wind blow and i'm freezing....

it's so cold...

Suddenly i turned my head up to the sky

WAOOooo...so beautiful...sui leh....

the sky are filled with starsss

very very nice

and guess what

i saw flowery and sunny toooooo

miss them so much lerrr...so long didnt see them already =]

so happy

and the day flashed back once again =]

CHELSEA CHELSEA !!!

Blue is the colour,footbal is the game...

What a happy night

really damn happy

after the dinner then we watch Chelsea vs ManU

Nice game and also very excited

grab his hand so tight wor...really kin cheong nia...

was wearing Chelsea jersey...LOL

and Chelsea won 1-0 ManU

hahhaaa

a happy dinner plus a happy match

everything is so happy

i shout 'chelsea chelsea' all the way back home

i even tell the Ghany worker, 'chelsea won...woohooo'

hahaa...really crazy already,that fella also laugh at me XD

i'm just very happy ok

the happiness is much more compared to Chelsea won Liverpool =]

so happy to teased Ian and show him my Chelsea logo...LOL

sure manU fans will start to talk cock d..used to be jor

if they dont talk,they got no face...u know la,cause manU always win mar

so they cannot take the losing impact...they will feel much better after talk cock..LOL

altho Chelsea won ManU, and the season still long to go....

who is the champion also not yet know and who cares??

what i care is the game..the match when this two team meet...

and ManU lose one game like lose the champion nia...STEADY lar..LOL

so happy...lalallaaa....luckily,

flowery is beside me all the time

good good =D

- Special Dinner -

Tonight we had a special dinner which is home-cooked dinner

Flowery said he wanna cook spaghetti...oh well

then i said add mushroom soup...=]

Love the dinner

When he preparing dinner, i preparing other stuff...LOL

So satisfied with the dinner because two dishes is also my favourite

Spaghetti and also mushroom soup plus a sparkling juice.. lallalaaaa

this will be on flowery's wall..he want to,so i help it XD

XOXO

- [ THROW OUT ] -

Saturday is the day i hate the most

Class for the whole day and so late only can see flowery

But, Saturday is also the day that i waited for the whole week =]

because i can play badminton *happy*

Yesterday we go play also

but, yesterday mood really bad and good i can sweat to throw out my stressed

I put all my full energy into the game

wow,really fun and i sweat like hell and my hand pain also, i think i play too hard le =[

but i like it, having fun

But flowery got no mood to play XD

Anyway, we do enjoy the game =]

'Food we can simply eat, but words cannot simply say'

this is the chinese wording usually people will use

words that blurt out really hurt, and when i said hurt,it really meant

anyway, past is past

i wont keep it in heart but will keep it in mind XD

must always bare with it

so it will not happen again =]

- HATE -

Sudah tak boleh tahan
Sudah pun melebihi had saya
isshhhh....my housemate which stay next to me so kek si lang
always stay inside her room,then every meals also she ta pao,then throw all the rubbish under the sink there,till full also dont want to clear it...always i'm the one who clear it...ERGHHHHH
so many days eh rubbish very smelly eh k..isshhh..plus,i'm not the maid leh...
Just now i clear it again.wah seh...busuknya....then i wrote a note and paste it there...
"BITCH!!! please throw away the rubbish when it is full.then rubbish is smelly.and the rubbish is full of your rubbish!! please be considerate larrrrrr. kamsiah..."
siao meh...of course i wont write so lar..this is what i wish think nia...hehee
"Please throw away the rubbish when it is full,the rubbish is smelly and spreading around ( i also dont know what it mean =.="""" ). please be considerate!! thank you."
heheee =]
hope there's a outcome lerr
if not everytime ialso need to clear it then me will become sampah gal d lar...=[

- [ STRANDED ] -

Stranded in the room

Always think of you

Wish that you were here

To overcome my fear

Chorus:

All i can do, just stare at you

At the picture in my room

All i can say, is I love you

This three words to you

Stranded all alone

Staring at the phone

Waiting for it to ring

Hope is you on the screen

Chorus:

All i can do, just stare at you

At the picture in my room

All i can say, is I love you

This three words to you

All i can do, just stare at you

At the picture in my room

All i can say, is I love you

This three words to you

All i wanna say is, I need you

baby i miss you

p/s- thanks flowery for the song.loving it

- again -

Today we go play badminton again..wow.in 4 days we played 3 times...syiok nya.hahaa.play till muscle ache then play again until now muscle ache also almost cure d.and getting more and more people wanna join us ad..hehee...but so sad.old town all full.so forcd to go rakanmuda play which is double charged.hmmmm...what to do.no court.cant wait for saturday also.playing with ah boon them.fun.sweat-ing.tired.

Owh ya...dont know what insect is it...bite my leg wor...and now it is still swell..scary nia..previously newspaper reported got kids die cause of some insect bite.LOL..alright.i'm just thinking too much.lallaalallaa.

- MR Right -

Flowery dear always the Mr Right for me.dont misunderstood,not the kind of Mr Right u thinking...

Just he is always right and he always had his point which is right.so i just called him Mr Right.LOL

He is the 2nd person which is totally can persuade me.the first one ofcourse is my lovely mummy.

Everything he said make sense.LOL.

Recently a lot of things happened.and i'm glad he is beside me.hmm..can say that we had past through hard times,sad times,happy times and many more experience we never had together before..and so far i enjoy. playing pool with him is so fun although he always win...but will never let me win =[ hehee...good lar.if playing with guys and they keep purposely let u win also no fun.no challenge. and i do having fun playing badminton with him..LOL..can learn skills from him some more. not bad not bad.hehee..hope he enjoy. i also enjoy watching football match with him.lol.chelsea vs liverpool and liverpool lose.hahaa.and also liverpool vs manU and manU lose that time.hahhaa...so happy to see manU lose in the game.we cheer like hell.LOL.

In short, we can do anything happily.=]

- Lucky among the unlucky -

Recently got a lot of things happened that makes me think that i am so unlucky, so sueh, so bad luck, and so sad.

U know why?

Last two weeks i drive through something and my tyres burst..watch out..i mean tyreS.left side front and back burst together.and guess what?my rim also cannot be use d. =[ to repair the tyres and rim it cost me a lot. after all, decision made and over all it cost me rm1440.which i only report to my parents the tyres part which is rm5++.and the rim part,is not to make my parents worry. =[ and i'm so sad of it.really sad.but nvm i managed to handle it.=]

Last week, my car cant start and guess what?my car battery dies off.ergghhhh..still have to settle it right?the idiot wants to chop me rm300 for a battery.what the F..isshh..then i go find others which is cheaper.at last the battery cost me rm195.=[

and i also can go through with it.sueh right? *goyang kepala*

p/s- thanks for flowery dear for staying beside me whenever i had problems.and sorry for always trouble u.as you know,i'm always the teapot. XD

Sunday, an accident happened in Kampar. 3peoples dead at the waterfall nearby.this is a sorrow news.Of all days, why during raining season?GOD has his reason for it.and no one will knows it.isnt they are more unlucky than what had happened to me???! this incident make me realized that my sueh-ness is just a small matter compared to theirs.this can say that i'm the lucky one among those unlucky.then why should i complain anymore?!

The incident also makes me realized that we need to life our lives to the fullest.because we wouldnt know what will happen in the next seconds or minutes...or we wouldnt know if tomorrow never comes..this is life.=]

so why not we do anything we want?why wanna cares what people say or how people treat us?and why wanna care so much for people who acting childish?different people got different thinking.this is individual,we cant control it.as long as 'man sam mo kuai', then is alright.=]

i'm just being myself,which is CARMEN.