Thursday, June 25, 2009

- bleeding with tears -

Not enough having a short distance, and now add another longer distance and now...it ends up become a very very long distance.5 yearsssss!!!yea.is 5 years and i hope it is a joke too.so hurt.and now i'm really bleeding with tears..
Can i stop this from happening? so impossible.
Suddenly feel i got no confidence towards this relationship...
either towards him or myself
dont know why i feel so
suddenly feel there's no future in us
or just i'm thinking too much?
Now also counted as distance already ma...whatever,i just really cant accept the fact.
I know i shouldnt feel and think so
and i cant think of giving up,if not really no more ler this relationship
i really need time to digest this fact
i need shoulder to cry on
i really hope nothing will change de
*deeply sad*

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