-[ReLAx] eNJoY-

Hmmm....this week is so happy...it looks more happening than before...hehee...last night went to cinema with FWee...we go watch High School Musical 3...it's nice...i like those movie got singing and dancing...ad Gabriella is so sweet and obviously...pretty..after that i went to OldTown...wanna pass pendrive to Chyet..hahaa..
And tonight,i can rest well at home...wanna watch my movie...as usual....office work still as busy as before...haa....and i found that my job is so challenging...haaaha..searching fun in job can make my job more interesting...
Btw,this Friday Haloweennnn.....i want to go!!heehe..Xying back liao,Yeh also back liao..now looking forward for Quinn...my lovely dear...today she told me that she's coming back on this Monday,4th till Jan leh..happy looo....miss her so much....end of year wanna go travel,hope she joining.....hahhaa

-[GeT BaCK] bUT...]-

I really feel so dilemma...u know why?hmm...ok...is between me and Yeh....and Darren...since my blog now is so private...so nevermind la...i will straight forward here...Luilui and Quinn...dont tell anyone k if u read it..
Before Yeh said wanna get back,me and Darren is on our way...and so far i knew Yeh always want me back...and he said he changed and knew how to appreciate me well than others caused he and me had gone through many things...this also right larrr...and he somemore said after 2 years of break,he really know what he really want....okok..back to Darren's part...
I knew he got feeling with me...just that he really slow...he's taking a slow move...sometimes called me baby,dear,misss u...and keep saying that i'm his girlfriend when we go out together...but we never hold hands..except once in cinema...frankly speaking,i do feel comfortable when i'm with him...maybe of his age..mature people always know how to care more..and he's not young anymore..i was thinking if i really with him...atfer dating 2 or 3 years,he will said wanna marry liao...caused already 30 liao..hahaa...that time i belum habis study also...haiz...dont know la...but he always will ask me out...this few weeks i keep refused to go out with him...caused Yeh already want me back...
Whether wanna give Yeh a chance or not i also dont know....moreover my parent like him so much,and his parent sayang me alot too...Sunday time, after me and his parents finished shopping in Tesco,we went to ate malay laksa,nor...the one at Taman Ciku one...very nice de...u know so ngam,i saw Darren's car turning in.i so kincheong,my heart beats fast..he really stop there and 'da pao' laksa and next to his seat there's a gal... and really ngam,our car just park near to where he stop..so if i wanna go to the car,have to past his...and cant escape,he saw me...so i just smile and hi...and i knew he keep looking looo.after that i felt so uncomfortable..after 10 mins,he message me...according to his message,he never ask me who is the guy beside me,he just keep on explaining who is the gal next to him...he said just friend...then today,he ask me out,i refused,so he thought i angry...haiz...i really dont know what he want...if he dont care,why he wanna explain to me,but he never ask me...what is he thinking?hmm.....
And now,decided to get back with him..slowly lo...since he still working in KL mah...slowly....i think our parents and him is the most happy de...i dont mean i'm not happy...just feel normal lo...maybe last time get back alot of times d gua...hahahaa...he said he wont want to break anymore...and he start to plan for future...he said is our future...atleast he got think of it la...not like last time...is true he getting more mature...dont know la...see how loo...am so teruk right?LOL...

-FrEe FoR SaTUrdAy-

Today is Saturday!! feel so free..caused everyday Saturday office very silent....but dont know why today i didn feel so...damn busy...very busy...have to cracked my head and now i'm bit headache..u know how this happened?becaused my boss and lady boss went to Thailand..so i'm the one who incharge all..have to settle every single job...normally Sat very less phone call....but today..hotline leh...i really hope i can settle all nicely...haiz...not easy k...and now am running out of time...suddenly feel like i have the power and i can fix everything...I AM RUNNING WITH TIME!! but tonight am bit free cause had some changes and i no need to go SP...and no need to work too...hehhee...dunno wanna go where tonight...see how lerr...heheee.....now working first..jia you carmen!

-[cHaNgES]-

Hmm..i had changed my blog to permission...that means,if u wanna read it,must have my permission first...hahhaa...cause i dont even know who are reading my blog..actually bout this i dont really mind la..hehee..but i see all so sellfish...so i mar learnt lo..hehee...good also la...so from now i can write whatever i want...so Luilui and Quinn will know more lo...let them pat a bit..heeehe...kidding...so now i can fel free to write what i want..
Haiz...this few weeks...sick and busy working...no time for my MM,for my movie and for my blog too...u see,no updates...sad...hehee...tonight till here first...cause i wanna finish up my MM and continue my Mooncake Resonance as soon as possible....now i seems like chasing the time....NOT ENOUGH TIME!!!..

-[ALMOST]-

Last night i went to Segafredo with XinYing....she's back and we go to yam cha and talk talk...so long never step in to Segafredo liao...missed the environment there...me and Ying have a nice chat there...i dont know this is called fate or what..i never go Sega for so long d and last night i went u know who i met???ma HIM lo..the one Racheal always tease me...but i like me performance last night...i dont even bother he's sitting there...and i think he got take a look at me sometimes...AHEMMm...hahhhaa..okla..okla..think too much la...and so stupid i cant go to ladies since i'm so EMERGENCY!!! hahaa..u know why?caused they always sit beside washroom..so if i really go ladies....that stupiak gang definately will say i wanna see him then purposely walk pass there...so i rather dont want go...hehhee..haizz....really nothing also let them say till i so pai seh...sad..

Later on Jack came to join us..then we chat awhile....after that we went to FUEL..dont misunderstand....is not for enjoy is just to visit Racheal....i think 20mins nia.....we chao d...and FUEL decoration is for the coming Haloween....i wanna go...yea...

CHAM...i havent complete my MM for my friends yet....planned to finish it before NOV...left a bit nia...hehee...happy..

-[CHaLLeNgiNG]- sTUpiD sIcK-

Everyday is a brand new day...and of course it is also a chalenging day for me...it seems like war for me...and each day it is getting more and more busy...heheee...now just 12.25am..and my eyes is just half way open...lol..and the worst is...i already sick for two weeks liao...cough and flu...u know,the whole office is full of my virus ...my colleague said wanna send me to DR LIM WENG CHEONG to 'format'...hahaaa...i think she's too into bout computer...format me pula...add on,my office got extra sound effect...LOL...guess what??of course the sound is from my nose la...kek si me...didnt go see doctor also...first,after i see,i also cant get to eat the medicine during working hours...u know la..the coughing and flu medicine can caused patient feel very sleepy..just like now...i just ate the medicine 45 minutes ago...lol..okla..night...
A BETTER TOMORROW

-[BLuR] mE-

Nowadays keep on busy with my work nia...dont have the time for my own also...i sure busy when i'm in office de...got sooo many things to do...now the system change a bit d,getting even worst..more busy like hell..and most of the things i left for the new gal to do...caused she's hired to shared part of my job...hahhaaa..then i'm hired to share half of my lady boss's job and my own part job...HELLL...but nevermind lar..can train myself in handling so many things,can get more experience...
Today suddenly Elven nudge me...then we chat...so long never chat with him d,then after the updates,he was so surprised that i can work in office...lol..i can ok...altho am a active one...lol...now me and him can chat like ever before...good...everyone happy.he somemore said i can go his restaurant to take my lunch..hahhaa...paiseh la..he said since so near...lol...btw,i know he missed his son so much...Gambateh ba...*wink*
And to myself,ofcourse if there's little problem ,that's great...i wanna cut down or avoid all those unneccesary problemss..and wanna avoid those misunderstanding...i really got no time to handle semua..now my time is for my parents,myself and for my friends...when i wanna be alone,i reallly wish too...i can rest,i can watch my movie and do wat i want...other than that,once awhile hangout with my friends...i cant too often cause it really tiring me....even now i seldom contact Racheal...i know she's ok and fine then can ler...miss her so much...
Okla...wanna sleep ler...SOOOoo sien....good night loo...muacksss

-UpDaTes-

Almost one week ler only i got time for my blog....sad...this few days really busy...busy with work work work....morning and also night..especially the one in the morning....DAMN!!..i cant deny that it is easy sap sap water...caused it is not...although now they hired a new clerk to shared some part of my job,i still feel so busy as last time...seems like nothing different....after the new gal handle i need to follow up...or double check..haiz...if she did any mistake i'm the one who get scold..=.=""" where got like this one...
Now my lady boss separated our jobs...so the computer service part she handle included WARRANTY!!!Thank GOD...you know the warranty thingy really make me headache...frankly speaking,before that i got so much things to handle and i only got very little time for warranty...i got no time for chasing the supplier..and the worst is too many things stuck in my hard disk brain..caused me forget it sometimes...i admit is my mistake but...before u put the blame on me,u also have to think mah..before the new gal is here,i handle from the head till the tail..add on,sometimes lady boss not in i HANDLE semua leh....sad...Now the new gal is here,i past some of my job to her already...wow...sounds happy right?..in the other way,lady boss said she wanna teach me HER part...in case when she's not in,i can 'gao dim' all the invoices and creditor....and she keep on repeating how important is the invoices la.if lost i bare la..bla bla bla..IT MAKES ME FEEL STRESS MAN!!!
And i started to felt my shoulder is very heavy...so decided to give up GOLD....when discuss with my parents....they keep nagging...this and that...said easy money also cant make it...cant work long..cant stand the working problems....haizz....daddy mummy..your daughter just felt damn damn tired and tried to voice out or condemned in front of you..i just need some console or advice then will do mah...not really wanna stop also...sad....i thought they understand me but..haiz...now i really know who's the one that really understand ourself...answer is...MYSELF..end up lying on my bed and tears flowing...actually the tears content, TIRED,STRESS and SPEECHLESS....
Anyway,tomorrow is Sunday leh....my happy day...wanted to go Dr. Lim tomorrow but Sunday half day nia till 1pm...dont know in time bo...just see how..and night wanna bring my parents go eat some seafood....yummy..hehee....*wink*

-[RaCHeAL] Happy Birthday-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU


Wish you all your best in your future undertaking and throughout your life..stay sweet and pretty as well...
This bouquet of rose is from me..altho is small...hope you dont mind...
Just reached after your party...now wanna oioi d....LOL...
good night and sweet dreams...

-BaCk [AGAIN]??-

This Raya my ex came back....then with this oportunity....he told me that he never forget me yet...he still love me as well...and he knew that it was his fault in the past...he said he getting more mature and he knows how to appreciate me than before...and i told him,just let me think twice and consider it....i do ask him to think properly before he make such decision,and he replied...after 2 years break,he knew what he really need and he did think properly before he voice out to me...and he really hope that i can get back again with him....am afraid later on we will break again...so what point we keep wasting such time?i really dont know..is it correct i think this way?
Other than this,this few days i keep on missing someone..one other people told me that i should give a chance to this 'someone'...this someone really good...so far i cant see any weakness in him yet...and he planning well for his future...but i dont know how he think towards me...caused he's moving slow...and i dont know what he want...LOL...

C.O.N.F.U.S.E.D.

-RAYA DAY-

HAPPY RAYA DAY....
LOL....hehee.i woke up so early in the morning...u know why?caused having breakfast with my beloved parents..
I met few people...and i met MR.Sim too...my secondary maths sir!!!.sitting right behind my back...he still as cute as last time..and i told my mummy that ,'this sir very good de..last time in class i always sleep and he wake me up by saying my white horse prince is here'....wakakaka...
Today Raya...dont know wanna go where...Jusco and Island sure jamn like hell...hmm..will be meeting my chicky gang this few days...caused they.are.back!!..still missed out one sexy Rhou....have to wait till Nov only can get to see her d...miss you la gal...later i wanna trim song...and continue my MM and wanna watch my TVB drama....lol...if only i got no function lar...hehhee..feel like wanna go sing K leh...but my throat...still pain...no voice...aahhhaa.hmm..okla...iwanna do my things first...
CHAO