-[UnCoNtrOLLeD]-

I've suffered last whole week...i got a big big ulcer in my mouth...causing my lips swell like 'lap cheong'...so sad...it's pain k...and no mood to eat also..maggie maggie nia...and today,it's more better than before...i think it will fully cure in this 3 days....that day i forgot to buy med as i promised dear to do so...he scolded me so fierce...OMG...sorry la...really forget ma...and actually i planned to back this coming weekend...cause my chinese lect will canceled his sat class...which means i only need to attend comm. skills...so i planned to skip it,so i can back on thurs night till sunday....so happy...i called and told mummy bout it...but it seems like things is not controlled by me...i was so happy on fri and it turned me down the next day...
When i attended comm. skills on sat,my lect told us that there will be midterm next week...NEXT WEEK!!!!ergghhhh....i wanna back man...WHAT THE ....the test took only half an hour...and i cant back hometown just because of that half hour...damn cilaka...
But i believe that when a bad news hit on u,there will good news waiting for u too...hahaa...i heard there's public holiday on 9th March...it's monday...hahaa...so,i hope if wanna replace that monday class,replace on thurs..then i can back on thurs till monday lerrr...so many days..happy loo..i hope this will not disappointed me anymore...*pray hard*
Really wish to go back neh....miss my daddy mummy so much...And this week i will be very very busy for my assignment and my midterm...hahaa...jia you ba carmen..

-[VERY THE MALU]-

Aiksss....why it seems like i always did something very malu ehh.....today also...just now attending the PM time...OMG...'hou yu' lorr....today they have presentation...so ok...the first group present....and when it reached the conclusion part...when the gal is talking halfway,my friend who sit infront of me did something very nonsense....and me from behind say my friend,'你很无聊' - in kantonis...and when i said this word,suddenly the surrounding very quiet,so my word eems like very clear and the gal talking infront is like,'huh'...then everyone is looking at me....am soooooo shameful......so malu...i take my scarf and cover myself..evryone is like laughing...erggggghhhhhhhh...sad.and when we have break,i do apologizes to the group that present just now..try to explain..and luckily they know i'm not talking bout them...thank GOD....really malu la....*sob*sob*

-[FUNNY JOKE] ACTING-

LOL...hmm....damn funny...i supposed to update yesterday..but seems like i dont have the time..yesterday is really funny..me and chuan yu acting like what nie...hahaa...we have to act i just knew him in the cafeteria,and he approached me using eng...this is our begining..hahaa..we do so just to 'play a fool' on one person..is a guy...i heard alot ppl dont like him..so do i..hahaa...actually i dont know him la..just he always like to find chance to talk to me...and so ngam,he know chuan yu,and chuan yu is talking to me..so he's like keh si keh si come and talk to chuan yu...then keh si keh si introduce...=.="""...betul betul swt..and...hahaa..he thought i dunno hokkien..and used hokkien to talked to chuan yu bout me...hahaa..and i need to act i dont understand,by right i understand what he said.and wanna laugh out also can...wah laoo...tahan man!!!u thought easy ah...hahaha..and i heard he said to yu in hokkien,'nor,this pretty gal lo,i told u before de...gave me indian gal num...very pretty in PR de...eh,u faster faster take num from her then give me la...chance is here d...dont waste la...' hahaa...this is what he said in hokkien which he thought i dont understand and i need to tahan laugh..ergghhhhh...difficult to act man...hahahaa
After he go away,me and chuan yu laugh out loud...damn it...lol...he's like sor zai infront of us nie...hahaaa...and the worst part is...he believe leh i just know chuan yu...hahaaa..that means my acting skill still ok la...hahaa..really funny.LOL

-[Nothing] can be change-

Feel like wanna note down something...ok..Elven is back from Japan...and he called me just now and sounds like not happy.i was surprised the person he called is me when he's down...and he tell me bout his family prob..i understand his situation...but what to do..hey,just think of ur son then everything will be ok...ur son so cute..hahaa...geram nia..i dont care,i wanna hug him when he's in Malaysia...*blekk*and give time to your wife....i believe she will change someday...someday la...patient k..from the first day u chosen her,then u must give her whatever in her life including time...and if got anything u still can find me wor...LOL..
Elven told me he very regret....regret knowing his wife,regret further his study in Japan and regret everything...but things already happened,so one of the way is have to face it...he said he still like me,but really cannot together...that's why he very sad.and asked me is a must for me to attend his wedding dinner on Sept,if his wife decide to come back on June...dont worry...am sure she will back with Reno for u..anyhow,you are still his daddy mah..he said he still can feel jealous when see me with other guy...yea,i admit last time he chase me before...but i rejected.when he said,'i still love u,but nothing i can do to be with u,i very regret'.....this sentense makes me awake....in life..we really cannot take a wrong step..then u wil be regret forever...like him,what he can do now is...work hard to give his son a better life,hope his wife change to care him more,and have a happy family time..nothing he can do except face the fact....jia you ba Elven....u can do it...best wishes for you..and thanks for your love ya...from now you should put your love more on your wife and son...me got other people will love...dont worry..*pai seh*..hehee....i will be your shoulder if you need it...
And dont forget my mushroom soup when i back ya...hahahaa...

-[THANKS]dear.. muacks-

Thanks dear for accompany me for this boring days...anyhow,tomorrow another boring day..pity dear...i know u very tired ler..but still thanks...
Last night we went to Tanjung Malim to find his friend Alan...haha...Alan...cute guy..so far leh...tell us 30mins...get cheated by him d...but luckily we go his place la...if he come here even worst..Kampar got nothing,and later on after drink he had to drive all the way back home alone and in dizzy situation.even dangerous...hehee..so we had our supper there...ANDDDDDD...dear,dont ever tease me with how i use chopstick OR i dont know how to use chopstick laaaa....always tell ur friend and make me paiseh nia...and i dont realised u noticed my small act..hahaa...always wanna catch my malu things nia...and keep saying 'tian ji' everytime i wanna eat..erghhh!! punch you if you wanna eat i can accompany u ma..no need like this bully me..=(.but cannot force me to eat with u..haha.. will bully u back if i got chance bleakk...hahaaa..

siao kia for strepsil
LOL
muacks

-[DONE] Malu-

FUHHhh...i get my things done already.so happy..and not as bad as i think..i actually very lucky caused XJiun drop me over old town...so i can save up the taxi cost and also my energy...thanks girl..*wink*
p/s:please improve your driving skill gal..DANGEROUSSS...hahaa

And this morning something shame happened...to me..OH GOSH!! malu...in the lecturer class communication,we actually sit in a group,so i'm away from where i sit,and i left my belonging there..around 10 something..suddenly..'爱我别走，如果你说你不爱我，不要听见你真的说出口，在给我一点温柔．．'...then the guy next group started to sing along...and OOPpsss!!then i ran up and shut off...'SORRY,IS MY ALARM'...and they are laughing when they know am the one ....malu nia...carmen,please bang to the wall hahahhaaa..

-[5 MiNutES]-

Today after class i need to go open Public Bank acc...for the ptptn..so troublesome...what to do,and tomorrow another trouble day...need to go old town to take my acc booklet..haiz..
When i walked to cafeteria..guess what i saw?hmm....someone playing ping pong!!hahaaa...and when i walked past i said i wanna play...but i have to done my things first...so is really just walk past..but when i walk back,they really give me play ler...so pai seh...two guys playing there..and i dunno why i so daring ask for play...maybe i really cant tahan d when i see ping pong...so long never play d...missed it so much...so i do play...hahhaaa...for 5 mins...*actually more than that* hahahaa...and i'm sweating k...add on the stupid cafeteria so damn hot...cant they fix the fan lower or fix more fan??? WTH...
After having my lunch there then i took bus back to my hostel...what a hot campus!! so sick of it..anyhow,most of my friends back on this weekend but not me...cause mond off mah...but i cant get to back la...Sat got class...then have to back here by mond...so rush for me...so rather forget it..sorry guys,i promised i will try to back hometown more often..but i cant make it...sometimes i just feel the time very rush...will try to meet u guys when i back k...miss ya..miss cozze, miss latte, miss hot honey, miss nan ren nv ren, miss pool and miss everything...this time i back din go also...sad.

-[VOMIT] CNY-hahha

Alright!
After all and now i'm back to Kampar...really enjoy during CNY...so happy to see my lovely parents..thanks dear for fetching me home and accompany me during CNY..and for sure there's happy and sad things happened..for the sad one i think no need to mention once again here..cause i rather forget bout it...and for the happy one is i really can feel how dear care for me....i dont know how's future,but at least now i can feel it...fetch me back from so far....bring me here eat there eat cause know that i'm going eat nothing in Kampar...and before i back here after CNY,dear bought me a pack of medicine...got flu la,fever la,cough la,antibiotik la,sorethroat la....alot..and this is what i cant imagine he can do this to me...hahaa...and even his friend dont believe he will do this things.he bring me go eat bak kut teh with his fren the day before i left...hahaa.i remember what happened that day...funny..LOL.miss u dear.
Ok..and during CNY i do visit my office!!my ex-colleague asked me go.hhahaaa..and i still can get angpao for the opening day...lol...my boss gave me..sure la..so good eh worker where to find..*AHEMM*..he hope i work for him lerr...hahaaa...and all of them miss me so much..LOL..last time always scolded them,and luckily now still ok..hehee..last time work ma,sure serious la...luckily they understand..lalalallaa..quite happy actually...
And i ate steamboat till wanna vomit d...from day eve then the following daysssss...listen nia also can vomit..hahaa..my aunty each one pic one day...and my house is on Chor Sam..and not forgetten my bro's friends..every year will be here and sure not excluded this year..haha...miss my lovely bro so much...but is ok...2 more xmas he wil be here then...fast fast pass...wanna hug my kor kor when i see him...yea...

miss my kor kor
carmen love ya