-[ SIEN ]-

Haiz...regreted d...i should back on Sat morning..see,now damn damn boring...nothing to do whole day..keep on watching movies and day dreaming , facebook-ing and so on...next sem start i must try to back hometown more often..cause 3 days break...OMG...and my car....stupid eon..u guys take too long already.aikss...keep on giving me trouble....
Hmm..last night Munyee ask us whether wanna go kampar waterfall bo...i wish to go...but yanyan and weiwei refused to go..yanyan need to accompany her 'qi hei tai hao', if not our next week camp she might not be going...heheee..then weiwei is cause she feel tired...me,i feeel toooo boring staying here nothing to do..so i wish to go play...but still i have to follow majority ma...so end up..nt going..ask munyee to recognise the way,then next time we go with our rainbow crew..hahahaa..so next week, we going to camping ooo....yahooo...so long never camp d..summore camp near beach...huhuuuu....*happy*
Btw,our hao por bong got new name for members ooo.....hahaha....boobsy...smally...hipsy...and tally...just guess who is who lerrr....=p

- PANGKOR TRIP -

I just back from Pangkor Island.and my muscle is painful.heheee..and ofcourse happy larr..ok.well we do really enjoy.actually we went in the number of 16 peoples including 2 sirs but seems like we are just enjoying in our own....issk..dat two *tut* sir..making me so pissed off..Mr Bombastick still ok..but the other one really sucks let me feel disappointed+down...before i knew their sir,i heard from them how playfool is him...how nice is him...how good is him...how humour is him..but in this two days trip,it let me feel d other way round.swt.and those indian let me felt they keep using their mother tongue language to talk bout us...this is what a sir supposed to do ah??anyway,we also doing the other way..so who cares...what rainbow crew cares??? *sigh* one word - DISAPPOINTED
Alright! back to the happy moment....
So far we do enjoy within our rainbow crew members...LOL..playing volley ball ( altho end up only me and zhenyi were playing ) ,monkey,bbq at the beach side ( zhenyi,failed ler,cant get the ball)....hahaa...and we took a lot of photos.BTW, i saw blue sands this time..it's blue sand...hahhaa...*happy* we really go for it..till got few bruises on my leg and scars on my legs and hands.hahaaa...what to do...Oh ya...and i met someone there...guess who???is kenny17...LOL..can i said this is fate??hahhaaa...*kidding*..
We also visited alot of places and i saw the places dat my old buddies took their photos...guys,i got the memory too...hahhaaa....
Thanks guys for giving me this memories...
Hubby,sorry for not in time to go back...cant accompany u...next time k...muackss..love u.

-[ DESERVED ] but happy-

Today when i woke up in a blurry condition i on utar portal and log in to view my result...OMG...really shocked me leh...but luckily all past...huhuu...but my pr...haiz...okla...althought i do put my effort but end up i dint finished it...so get such result also cant say anything....DESERVED lo..so overall ok lo...past my aimed cgpa marks....this is like this..GOD is watching us...how much effort we put it,then we will get back...is very fair...i learnt this theory since form3...hahhaa..so cant blame looo...
Hm...in our group yeeyee is the highest point so we 'wat' she treat us pizzahut...hahha..just now dinner we ate pizza..yummy long time din eat d but today the soup is chicken soup instead of mushroom soup...hahhaa.althought our result not so good,but i'm happy for her also...good job gal...*wink*
And today our rehearsal really buat malu saja...hahhaaa...what the tut...haha.i hope tomorrow it wont happen...hahha...god bless.*AMEN*..LOL

-[WOW] de ra goo-

WOW...just now we go weiwei house eat dinner..then around 9.30pm only we start our dance..*happy* but before we start our dance we got a shocking news....dat is we can know our result le....OMG..damn kan cheong.how le..zhixiang past all le...geng lerr...din study also can past..sure curi curi pia at home...cham ler..my result dunno how..worry..and now the page is not connected.hmmm...okok,back to our dance..miracle leh...really rainbow crew.hahhaa...our step finished ler...just few hours nia...but the steps is damn damn fast..no time to breathe.hehee..but we will try our best to follow the beat...yea...hehee...tomorrow rehearsal luu....but after rehearsal have to go take result slip....haiz...hahhaa...
Anyway,carmen, all the best luu...wish and pray for u...*wink*

-[ DECIDED ]-

OK...carmen already decided...and make choice already....i will go pangkor island with my beloved buddies...HOORAYY....guys...volley ball ooo....*wink*
And mond will back to Kampar lerr...tomorrow morning breakfast with my hubby...*happy*
So will see you guys very very soon...really miss ya...*wink**muacks*

-[ WHAT ] i want??-

ERrrgghh...hmmm...pek till me very chekk...how ooo??where i wanna go??i wanna pei my hubby and also wanna pei my buddy...if i go pangkor then come back to hometown...for dinner...isn't it too rush???hmm...it is very rushhh...but he said with to go dinner with me...wish that time i'm by his side...he said if i wanna go pangkor also nvm la...hehee...how lerr....tao thia nia....hmm...let my dear decide for me la...
Last night my hubby cannot sleep then suddenly call me midnight...luckily i also havent sleep...so i can pei him chat awhile..and i realised,the longer i know him...the more i dunno bout him..hahha...then he said me siaoo..but what he told me really shocked me..pls dont make me worry so much lerr...i just want normal life..hehee...he said he only wanna be my good hubby....then good loo...dont think so much d ya....muacksss..love u..


p/s: hubby, i havent make decision lerrr...will tell u after i decide k...love u.

-[ CONSIDER ] ing -

Just now viewed my friendster...Aweng CK models drop me a message...asking me am i interested to join his model agency or not...those freelancer job...he said since i do freelancer job before..hmmm...then i viewed all photos..then suddenly my past modelling memory past by my mind...actually i keep thinking 'is it ok if i continue my modelling field?'...hmm...then will be very busy..now most of my time is in Kampar..accepting the freelancer job also can earn money..last time caused of some reason, so i stop my modelling field...actually i feel it is a waste...cause since am still young...and should try everything since young...takkan wanna try it when old meh...as long as i keep fit, then keep my outlook in good condition then will be ok....hmm...dunno how lerr...
But all this still in consider-ing...but will try when there's a chance....dont wanna waste my 'qing chun'...'am i still capable to do it?' ..'am i still have the power to handle it?'...all sort of question is in my mind...anyway,will 'jian bu zhou bu'....depends lerr...*wink*
Just really miss those time...having cat walk on the runaway...posting left and right....make-up....hair-do...hmm...and with those fitting..hmmm...

-[ FREE ]-

Back few days already still so boring...nothing to do at home..got also online at MED cafe or Oldtown..and this few days i'm busy doing MM for rainbow crew...and this time there's 'to be continue' instead of 'the end'....hehhee...still got alot to go...and plan to present it on someone's bird day...i still need alot more photos.hehhee...and i must remember to save it,save it!!! hang so many times d,i nid to re do...OMG..HOLY SHIT..but nvm..i got patients...hahhaa...and now me so wu liao at MED...Andrew ask me free not tonight...dunno where he wanna go...hmmm...tomorrow i wanna go pasar malam ler...ask Jit to pei me..hehe.
And 25th i'm going back kampar ler...and not following them to Pangkor Island...gals,enjoy ya...really wish to go with ya...hmm...29th i got dinner also...since my car not yet done repair,so nvm lo,i go dinner...
Wanna back kampar to practice dance ler...2 days a dance...LOL...rainbow crew can make it...yeah..

- [ HOME SWEET HOME ] -

Love my home sweet home...finally i'm back...finished my cameron trip...plenty plenty of nice nice pics...lovin' it...hehee...last night went out with my boyfriend..he bring me go see puppies...OMG..cute..i can carry it with one hand..damn cute..he said wanna buy for me wor since i like it so much...siao ah...so expensive...see can le...no nid to have it.hehhee....
Then today i slept till very late...so nice my bed..hmm..hehee...then just now actually wanna go pasar malam de..but aunty got buffet today.have to go help.wow,busy busy busy...and i missed my pasar malam..=.=""""
but i'm having fun of it...fun with my daddy,mummy,aunty...can only describe with one word...CUTE.LOL....
now me at oldtown online...and tomorrow will be waiting for yanyan's arrival..dunno got come bo...later she 747 me...anyway...if she make it then i will bring her to autocity lepak...hahha...

-[ TOUCHED ]-

Tonight very enjoy...everyone overjoyed.happy.me happy too.we go dinner then we go shopping then go karaoke...happy lo...we sing then peak time no more sing ler....shout ler....LOL...fun fun fun..we sing we dance we joke we act we 'xi nu ai le' ...hahha..
Just now they sang a song and suddenly my tears flow lerr...at first weiwei and munyee sing..then we said never heard before...then she said when reach chorus sure u all know..then they two sing loo...but almost chorus time i know wat song ler...but chorus time,weiwei hold my hands and we sing together.at this moment...this critical moment...my tears wet my eyes lerr...i dunno why..automatic..and i really touched,,especially the moment she hold my hands,we sing together...

舆你分享的快乐 胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动 好友如同一扇窗
能让视野不同

舆你分享的快乐 胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动 好友如同一扇门
让世界(变)开阔

Hmmm..starts to love this song ler...gals and guys...rainbow crew, love u all much much...
Thanks God for the arrangement..to arranged the fate for us...
I'm glad that u guys are playing some role in part of my life..
It makes my life more colourful than before...*smile*
*love and hugs*

-[FINALLY]-

Finally my final end luuu...happpy..then i will be having 3 weeks off..should said not even 3 weeks also..cut all the activities...one week more nia...haizz..later will be going ipoh..huhhuuu..then tomorrow we go cameron lo..just now we go tesco buy red wine - merlot and juice wine(i think) ...hahha...yanyan said she wanna try wor..so go ahead.LOL.
Just now called to the Eon center,bad news i get.my car havent fix.wat the *tut*....erghhh..which means donno how i back hometown and when i reach hometown,my holiday will not be so fun...haizz...really diu ghai lo...haiz...mood down..

-[SOON]-

Ok..now is 3.30am...and what makes me still hang around blogger is I'M STILL AWAKE!! Oh Gosh..just imagine,i'm still awake with my two eyes round round and big big...not even feeling sleepy neh..cham,back hometown must adjust back my sleeping time.hehe...hmm...but if i continue read,sure tak boleh masuk..so planned after blog will force myself to sleep cause tomorrow wil be my free day after 4pm...nehnehbubu..nehnehbubu...*blek*...will be sitting for EP tomorrow.study ler..also und ler...but when i look at the past year quest...totally empty from my brain..u und is different case,u answer is different case..erghhhhh..so actually i thought of wanna score for EP de...this thinking straight *DOOMM* to the ground.hahhhaaa..LOL..anyway,will try my best to score it..
Hahaa...i am releasing soon.lol...like what my lovely bf said..so will go Ipoh tonight,then preparing to go Cameron the next morning..yeah...and one of our member is not going cause parents not allow in last minutes.duhhzzz...this is the problem when that person STILL A KIDOO..right weikeat?LOL..parents alasan saja ler,he sure date with his ranking ler,we no ranking de,sure out of dating list lerrr hahaha..saja wanna complain..*blek*
Hmm...now,it's time for me to bed laa...wish me luck tomorrow ooo..btw,now only i realised i got many nick names ooo..wanna know?here goes : carcar , tienny , car mui , che men , jia wen , cs , and tonight add a new one...dat is ah car...hehee


p/s: some nick names forgot jor..will add when i recall...or still got any to add?LOL

-[ TOO] free-

Hahaa..since i'm so damn free..then i upload my RAINBOW crew dancing collection over here..cause someone wana see=.=""""..LOL....one is performance during prom nite and the other is rehearsal...*winks*

-[ LOST ] -

I'm so lost today...ergghh...cant concentrate on my reading...haizz...totally no mood in it..how come le??hanging around facebook le,later frienster la,later pps le,listen to music le,then end up blogging here....=.="""...my house is so empty..and i guess when i back from cameron...my house totally empty...haizz..dont know where my mind fly to..shud be studying my EP wat..exam le carmensee...
Today suddenly sorethroat after wake up this morning.last two days neck pain,today sorethroat...diu dont know what i want also..i just hope i can quickly back into my mood...i'm running out of time!!!!...EP so much to study.haiz...

- [DOWN] + FrUstRatEd -

At last the most scary paper already past..but everyone seems like moody after came out from the exam hall...and am included.no nid to surprised..erghhh...it is expected that PR paper will be difficult.wat to do..i dont have enough time to finish it..5 more mins please.although 5 more mins i also cant finished the quest,but at least give me score more points ma..so cruel *sobsob* ...haiz...totally speechless after PR..
And this morning i very frustrated..my neck pain + moody + pr like shit = damn frustrated.so, some incident had happened..hehee...anyway,sorry ya zy..am not purposely la,just that time u really pek me till very chek....but since ur forgot it d ten good la...hahhaha...
My psy friend said what he study didnt came out but he manage to finished it ....me pula said,whatever i study all come out but cant manage to finished it...so, to u which situation is better? hahaaa..

-[ NOTHING ] more except THANKS]-

Other than THANKS really dont know what else i can say..million billion of THANKS to xinyan and munyee..feel so guilty keep 'teapot' u all..i can feel the annoyed...aikss...but i really can feel the patients and warm from u two..just now really really feel it...then it makes me wanna cry ler...*touched*
If future need my help please dont hesitate to voice out...小的会劲力帮。。赴汤蹈火。。在所不辞
Tonight please let me treat dinner..let me feel better for this..hehhe..
really really THANKS

-[ SUDDEN] deciSion-

Hmm..just finished my chinese paper today at 11.00am...but i came out from the hall at 10.10am..wow..hahaa..dont know how to do cracked my head also no use ler...so decide to come out early lo...but still ok ler..the one i prepared got out lo...no prepare also out..hahhaa...and wanna thanks my dear weiwei for helping me in my chinese.
After that i go cafeteria to wait for the tamil student,which is my lovely friends..yan,yee,wei...and i get to know they are finding for their sir to discuss about their pangkor island trip.since i have to wait them,so i go find them lo.rather than i waited alone.when i reached there they introduce me to their sir..hahha...em peyar carmen.LOL...evalawu..manipu ayyah...aiya..whatever la..cant imagine that the words they always mumbling infront of me..i used it infront of their sir.LOL...so i just sit there and listen to their plan.when they counting how many of them going,suddenly zhenyi asked sir can include me bo...i was shocked..luckily sir said can.then i ask whether sir really dont mind ma if i join..he said no.*happy*.then the following counting sir got count my name into it..WOW.it is a sudden decision i made leh.LOL..but i was thinking,is dat really ok ma,others really dont mind mar?cause this is their tamil class's trip.am just intruders.aiks..but yanyan said since sir voice out said dont mind,and asked to go then just go lo..hmm...*thinking*
I feel it is a fate for me and pangkor island and my friends..i missed the trip last year and managed to go this year with my new lovely friends found..i can go to flash their memory there..hmm...so we'll be going end of may...which i have to back to kampar ealier..cause our next sem started on 1st June....looking forward for it...*wink*
This Thurs will be my PR paper..my main paper..stressed.pressured.really have to score pr...*if only i can* hehhee..good luck ba carmen...

-[UNTITLED]-

Hmm...is 2.13am now...and my next paper is today at 9am...finished prepare?hmm..not really..dunno what am i studying or reading...so just go through tips and past year.hope it helps..and hope my 10% luck will be there...just now one of my friend back from ipoh and bought me BigApple donuts wor...hmm..i suddenly feel very warm cause of the act of this friend...it shows that me this friend always in his mind..hmm...do what also thought of me..appreciated.really appreciated.btw,thanks alot.
And i wanna share this with my lovely friends..but scared dunno how to answer their quest..hmm..just share lo..got good thing sure must share...cause i love all of them...muackss..


p/s: i really feel warm with ur donuts....u know who u are right?*wink*THANKS alot...