-[UPSET] dOn'T kNoW wHy-

Nowadays i feel bit pressure bout my job...starting to feel upset...i have to handle sooooo many things in office...moreover i'm a short memory person...easily forget things...i need to handle from top of the head till the end of it's tail...customer service,answer call,stocks,staff attitude,technician schedule.push service,filing document(invoice,unpayment,creditor,job sheet,OR[actually not i file in de,she also past to me already]),handle cartridge refill or repair,record all the things that in or out of the office,handle cashier,sweep and mop the floor..warranty thingy,go after payment(also past to me already),handle printer repair(at first not i handle ehh,dont know when start to handle..=.=")...i just know got once customer printer not yet repair,then she ask me why not yet done..then i was BLURR...then she said..this time dont FORGET to follow up customer's printer...i was wondering when u ask me to follow up??u dint tell me bout it then how i forget? buta buta kena boom..aiksss...i'm human leh...so many things to do sure will forget something de mah...i'm not trying to condemn bout i have to do so many things...i just wanna express my pressure here...moreover my boss pattern...things that he ask to do sounds like 'nevermind lar,no need do' cause no ending in his sentence,so i thought he just say nia...then mah din go for it lo...then when he want time,he will said,'why i ask u do,dint follow up de?'...haiz...still cant catch up with his pattern...bout my lady boss...even worst..what to eat during lunch also she wanna control...=.="",she's a hot-tempered person,little things nia she get mad d...when she like this i wont talk much to her...hate nia...i got told her that 'cool down'...but no use...she will mad with the supplier..other than this, i started to feel,she very depend on me..even file on her side cupboard also wanna order me to take...even now,plate that she use or cup also lazy to wash d..if i also dont want to wash,i think the plate will left there 3 to 4 days...i'm so sure caused,Weds evening she drank milo,then her cup put on the cupboard next to her...i saw it,i was thinking,'i dont want touch it,i'll see when she wash it'...lol..then the next day she come,she also dont bother that cup...untill 4 something,she take the cup go washroom...i thought she gonna wash it,manatau she left it at the sink there fill with water..hahahaa...until today,i still saw that cup when i wash my dishes...LOL...hehee..
Nevermind la..i also work for short term nia...gonna study next year d..this kind of pressure only the begining for me...i think i can handle it..cause i know i got more pressure to handle in the future..but sometimes too tired, wanna lean on someone also none..sad...tonight working somemore...dont know can back early bo...dont care d..tonight no matter what time i off my duty,i wanna go for a drink...maybe Segafredo..long time didnt go lerr...miss it...wanna relax my mind...
*wink*

cheers.....