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Just now attended A***'s wedding dinner...the dinner decoration is nice..the lovable couple is cute..A*** go cheer with his friends,then A**** go cheer with her friends.u do yours,i do mine...u walk yours,i walk mine....cute nia..pretty bride,handsome bridegroom....perfect couple...all his buddy so happy cheering with him..even S** also back from Japan just for his wedding dinner...surprise and mystery guest...haa..everyone was there,just left out my beloved kor kor nia...sad...i guess kor sure wish them happy forever de...although didnt attend in person,but wishes always there..
I wonder my miss will turn to useless one or what...suddenly i feel so tensed with myself...i cannot share with people,i keep all in my own...my memory disc will full sometimes..suddenly feel very emo to D***..sorry D***...i'm just..just feel that i cant share alot with u,we getting less and less knowing each other things ler.i dont want to share so much with u cause i dont want add on your pressure...this is the harm for a distance relationship.moreover,i'm not that tough as i think..last night when u told me bout the bad news,i really speechless...and i cant stop thinking bout her in our conversation..i dont want de..i promised u ler,so i will try..*blekk*..i wont ask anymore,wont related to her anymore..sounds good right?hahhaa...dont worry..i will step out if one day i cant stand it...lol...dont care...lallalalalaa